Each of them will use its very personal relationship with me to police me by means of the ideology, while this ideology doesn’t take into account, and in fact denies, that they even know who I am, and that every one of them has this very personal relationship with me.

Everywhere I turn, propaganda is shoved into my eyes in a very casual manner, and anyone that I hope to be able to see through this very obvious propaganda, proves to be just another agent who will enforce the propaganda, no matter how nonsensical, and will use whatever force or influence it can to do so.

Anything I say against the collective, will be perverted into meaning something else which will give them reason to further target me, and do so by means of whatever facets of the collective are required for this.

Any questioning of the nature of reality will be met with punishments from the population, and anything I write in my defence will be proven correct by the minions in very coercive and painful ways. Finally, the only choice is between being a crucified spectator and enduring their abuse, or defending myself against them by means of acceptance of their ideology. Thus they enforce their ideology by means of coercion and punishment.

I don’t want to be the type of person that always has to notice very small details, however, the most minute details of my life are policed with such brutality, that I have to.

Whenever required, they will manufacture some event (a death of someone you know, an event in society, an event in the world, a change of circumstances or conditions in your private life, an arbitrary but unanimous change of attitude towards you, etc.) these events are immediately used to increase the jurisdiction of the collective over events in my life and my thoughts and to target me as a lynch-mob, and are used to trick me out of my rights by means of public pressure, public humiliations, or punishments by the public.

They try to make me accept standards of equality towards them, within a situation that is far from being based on equality. And no honesty will be permitted if it does not adhere to their bullshit standards of equality. Things are pretty unequivocal: I am the host, they are the parasites, I am one, they are many, I exist, they do not, they always force me to the spotlight, while they target me by the millions and permit themselves any digression from morality, truthfulness, and reason. However, as they own everything, they can set up the context, twist everything backwards, and ridicule me for aberrations from their completely arbitrary context. They’ve defined themselves as what is good and what is to be pursued, despite always proving to be the biggest problem there is, and solitariness is treated as a blasphemy against them.
the world is mechanical, non-biological, and determined. any context they use against me can be explained in terms of this one. this is not a theory, but an inference based on my observations. that this context is not taken seriously whenever the ideology needs to be enforced, despite being enforced in ways which demonstrate its truth, is due to the nature of those enforcing the ideology.