as society is too busy waging war on me every time I go outside, it would seem out of context to expect them to stop shunning me, and so no matter what I do, I will not be able to make a living, and will have to be financially dependent on the agents of my 'private life'. of course, as it is that time in the cycle, the agents of my private life will treat me like an inconvenience and will be very reluctant to help me in any way, and will be able to use this position of power to police me by means of morality. if someone uses their position of power to tell you what you are allowed to do at all times, and also what you are allowed to think, it's supposed to be that one is supposed to have somewhere to turn and find a better option, but not in this society, and anyone I as much as spend a second around will always do nothing but take the opportunity to administer their little bites. conveniently, whoever happens to be using their positions of power against me at any given time doesn't have to admit to anything that's happening in this society.