Tuesday, June 30, 2009

there is always some ideology they are using against me. now it seems to be back to the 'mental health' ideology. discarding the legal aspects of this issue, it is powerful as an ideology.
it's not so much about what you say, but about how you word it. certain ways of wording things will immediately strike you as having the type of sound that will be quickly dismissed by the perceived psyche of the primates that surround you as 'insane' or 'paranoid'. it's also very convenient for the 1984 police state to single out precisely 'paranoia' (unorthodox questioning of the world or of authority), as the most strikingly insane type of sound that your words can have.
whenever there is a phase when cops begin to slow down by me whenever I am walking on the street, I have to try to explain it in terms of me having long hair or not being dressed appropriately for the weather. although it's difficult not to notice that these phases seem to very much correspond to events in my life, such as the thoughts I am thinking. and I have to always keep in mind that the society that very much targets me everywhere I go, can always just deny any of it happens, and then bam - they have a profile of an angry person within a peaceful society. and while anger is not against the law, it has been my experience that they can just make the law up as they go along, and it has also been my experience that if they decide to arrest you for no good reason, everyone, including lawyers, 'liberals', family, and the rest of society, will automatically take the side of the law against you and also help to enforce the law against you.

Monday, June 29, 2009

the pieces of shit work long and hard to coerce me into a way of life which will give them endless excuses to further target me and to outcast me from everything at the same time.
the nazi rapists involve themselves coercively in every detail of my life without stop, and spy on my every move and use my every thought against me. they police my thoughts, my actions, the movements of my eyes, and my ears, by means of psychological torture, and also will hold me to various standards of propriety and morality. they stick to absolutely everything, and whenever I try to find some cure against them, it will be them that will be the next problem I will run into, and whenever they go to great lengths to coerce me in various ways, it will be them to condemn me and police me for this. whatever they involve themselves in will become completely defined by their involvement, and there will be no place for you in it anymore and no right thing you can do. these will be the most petty details of your life and everyday actions, and you will find them involved in these and melded into them and telling you what you are and are not allowed to do in regard to these. they will always find something petty to police, and this will usually be something that's very much in contrast to the crimes they are committing against you, and this will be treated with much gravity, while the crimes they are committing against you will be denied altogether.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

the pieces of shit that target me as a society have a perfect system of tyranny set up. they always involve themselves coercively in every detail of my life, but if I don't like it they can always use lies and manipulation to divert the focus to me. they can easily switch contexts and use all contexts against me at the same time to twist my every word and put my words in whatever context they find best to target me, and when convenient, they'll justify involving themselves in my life because they are deaf blind brutes who can't hear a word I say, and when convenient they'll justify involving themselves in my life because they are just so well attuned to every hue of every insinuation that I either make or don't make, and then mix this up with whatever context they find most suitable to justify the violations.
if they just admitted to what they are (rather than their half-admissions), I would have no reason to recognize their authority in any way (only their brute force), and so they constantly pose as humans and police me in the name of various human things. of course, I'm not talking about a situation of me telling anyone what to do, but of constantly having to defend myself against those who are always telling me what to do.
another thing they'll often do when I acknowledge the truth, is they'll use it as an excuse to justify the violations, as if it's out of context to talk about rights within this type of world. but when constantly under attack by every facet of society, and with the entire system specifically arranged to violate my rights at every opportunity, and to constantly create opportunities to violate my rights, this is very much relevant.
the pieces of shit will always expect you to be respectful to the fabricated social context, and enforce this while targeting you in great masses, although they are not respectful of your body, your sensations, your thoughts, your privacy, and just about everything else. if you as much as blink, you'll find the pieces of shit have waged a war on you, which is always a good way to become involved in your life and police your every move. they'll come in the name of being friends or family, or the enforcers of the fabricated social and 'global' context, and use these things to police every detail of your life. there is a slight inconsistency in targeting me everywhere in every way, and then telling me that there exists any other social context within this 'world' than this. one method they use for this is that they will absolutely refuse to not associate you with some fabricated cause or another, and you will constantly find yourself 'on one side' of every fabricated issue, which will give 'the other side' reason to target you, and then it will be reversed and 'the first side' will target you, although all sides are actually working as a team against you, and are all on the same side. they will also go to great lengths force you to become attached to various sectors of them, and then these sectors (which can also take the form of 'individuals') will be next to turn on you. some of these 'sectors' can also be very large, and it is unfortunate whenever you have to find yourself in the disfavour of these sectors and have them be the police of you. and it's treated very casually that everywhere I go, everyone very much acts like they know who I am, and then they subject me to the social context, which is a given and cannot be questioned, although I think that the given social context can very much be questioned within a world where everywhere I go everyone acts like they know who I am.

a computer-generated war does not require more effort from a computer than a computer-generated peace. and when dreaming, it is not inaccurate to say that everything revolves around you within your dream, because it does. this is the 'social context' of this world.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

as society is too busy waging war on me every time I go outside, it would seem out of context to expect them to stop shunning me, and so no matter what I do, I will not be able to make a living, and will have to be financially dependent on the agents of my 'private life'. of course, as it is that time in the cycle, the agents of my private life will treat me like an inconvenience and will be very reluctant to help me in any way, and will be able to use this position of power to police me by means of morality. if someone uses their position of power to tell you what you are allowed to do at all times, and also what you are allowed to think, it's supposed to be that one is supposed to have somewhere to turn and find a better option, but not in this society, and anyone I as much as spend a second around will always do nothing but take the opportunity to administer their little bites. conveniently, whoever happens to be using their positions of power against me at any given time doesn't have to admit to anything that's happening in this society.
if you don't constantly set up blocks against the pieces of shit in your thoughts, there is no limit to how intimitely they will permit themselves to involve themselves in your life, and when they have become extremely intimitely involved in your life, they will of course turn into assholes again and give you much reason to wish that they just weren't there. they have been policing your every word and every thought and every breath in great masses for so many years, that no other arrangement in your life is even conceivable than, when having decided to maximize solitude to whatever degree possible, to devote every moment of your life to the pieces of shit and make your every thought publicly available (which it is whether you want it to be or not). and although a part of you was hoping that perhaps someone will see the way in which you are living, there are only the pieces of shit, who even treat this as a mundane matter, and even constantly demand more. whenever they decide to alter the 'social context' in any way, or pick a day to unitarily increase harassment everywhere you go and work as a team to make you think you have committed some great sin or have revealed (to these pieces of shit) some great flaw in your character, the real social context remains the same: you are being targeted by every last one of them, are always in the spotlight, and will be attacked by swarms whenever you don't pass their 'tests', whenever you lose your confidence, or whenever they just decide to for no good reason. these 'tests' of theirs are conveniently never without ulterior motives, of course, and while testing some detail of your character or the order of the emotions you feel or thoughts you think, and whether these will be morally acceptable to the great masses that do nothing for you but are always at your throat, the real aim of the tests is to divert your attention away from the violations they are committing against you in great masses and to keep you from fighting for your rights, which they will never tire of violating anyways, and so there is no point in anything as long as these pieces of shit are around.

Friday, June 26, 2009

the rapist pieces of shit certainly are not familiar with the concept of not involving themselves in everything, and then they even expect the same from you and if you refuse will coerce you into it.
or after having suppressed your every breath for long enough, they'll now 'want' you to stand up to them and be overfull of confidence, which is another way of involving themselves in your life when you did not ask them to, and this will also justify the harassment and mass-targeting, which they are now doing as a 'favour' to you.
the herd works as a team to coerce you in various ways, and you must accept that everywhere you go, every one of these pieces of shit will have strong opinions about every intimate detail of your life, while not one of them will seem to see anything wrong with targeting you in great masses.
when the nazi agents have created adverse conditions in your life and cut off your funds, if you turn to them for help, as there is no one else to turn to, they will immediately take advantage of your situation which they created and use it to force their ideology on you and to take away your rights to question the world and to have views about it which differ from the ideology.
they will often shift the 'social context' in various ways and expect me to define myself accordingly, but what's the social context in a world where I am the target of everything? they treat my views as something secondary, or as a mask for something relevant to the fabricated social context, but I think that when speaking of a world, it does make a difference what world one is speaking of, and they refute their very social context by their methods of subjecting me to it.
the pieces of shit police my every move and every thought by means of psychological and physical torture, and there is no place that is outside of their reach.
the pieces of shit never run out of reasons to involve themsleves in my life. it is a matter of routine that whenever I am thinking a thought that can be exploited in any way, the pieces of shit will insert themselves coercively into my sensations, including when I am 'alone', at which point I receive unpleasant tinglings or worse in various areas of my body. and obviously everything that's in the news is targeted to me, but the population that targets me cannot be relied upon to acknowledge that, and if I am not on the lookout, before I know it they will hold me personally responsible for events in the news. and meanwhile, as it is the point in the cycle when society has left me for dead, members of my private life will of course treat me like an inconvenience, while other members of my private life will try to guilt me or make me feel morally obliged to those members. and the swarms that never need much of an excuse to attack me on the street have once again reduced my confidence to the point of not trusting my own judgment, and have used just about every weapon for this.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

also, to be subjected to strict standards of privacy by a society that does not respect my privacy to any degree. while working as a team against you, they divide themselves into groups, and one of these divisions is: 'members of your private life'/ 'members of the public'. each group will be equally coercive, and will often subject you to completely opposite standards. often a 'member of the public' will police something in your private life, which members of your private life will very much hold against you, or members of your private life will provoke you in various ways, and your reaction will give the public an excuse to attack you in large swarms.
when being constantly singled out, targeted, thought-policed, and tortured by tremendous hordes and every sector of society and the world, I must always be extremely careful not to give them further excuse to target me and attack me in swarms, and must always ensure that I do not ever appear to be 'singling out' any large group. the rights of groups not only has been well legislated, but is one of the best entrenched things in all their ideology. I would understand the need to protect smaller groups from larger groups, or targeted groups from tyranny, but also to protect individuals from large groups. but it seems that the rights of groups are more important than the rights of the individual, and large groups can single out an individual while an individual cannot 'single out' a large group, as one can be targeted and lynched by large groups for this. these of course can be any type of groups, and do not need to be based on gender/race/sexual orientaion. but it is slightly absurd, when speaking of emoticons, not of humans, not only to be subjected to standards of political correctness towards emoticons, but that these come at the cost of the rights of the existent individual.
there are many ways of further disempowering the disempowered. a prisoner of jail or hospital pretty much loses all rights and dignities. but wait, now they also bear the label of criminal or mentally ill, and so we don’t even need to take anything they say very seriously. Another method: constantly associate them with some cause or another, and interpret their every move as secretly or unconsciously aimed towards that cause, and their every breath as an exploitation of a fabricated social context. And in a world that’s far from ordinary, instate an army of average Joes and their common sense to serve as thought police, and constantly symmetrically invert the truth so that the one who acknowledges the truth merely sounds as the inverse of the thought-police and nothing more. And another method: if one is out of favour with the herd, and everyone is the herd, you can cut off their funds, shun them, harass them on the street, and administer mob justice against them until they have succumbed to your standards of appropriate behaviour, speech, and thoughts.