it seems the leeches are now working towards some massive public humiliation. this is what happens whenever I try some method against them (currently, writing), which like every other method will prove ineffective, because they are deaf blind idiots whom nothing will divert from the function of targeting me as a society. this happened before - I'll go out on the street one day, and just be subjected to every kind of humiliation, then I'll go and delete all my writings, and then - they'll still tyrannize over me as a society, they'll still police my thoughts, they'll still spy on my every move and know who I am everywhere I go, and all the problems they had caused for me in the first place will still be there.
not only do I live in a world of nazi rapist pieces of shit who do not have any respect for my right to self-determination, but there is the bonus that they all know who I am everywhere and all target me specifically.
if I say anything against them, they'll just falsely associate me with some cause that I had never associated myself with, or divide themselves into various groups while working as a team against me. and it's funny how they will often use big issues or big groups to target me specifically.
it is very important for them to restrict my freedom of thought, freedom of speech, and the freedom of my sensations. it was many years that I had endured the abuses without saying a word, and they had policed my thoughts then as viciously as they police my writings now. and so I am somehow skeptical of anything they ever say.

it is a matter of routine that whenever I have to find myself looking at a human-face, it will be the face of an agent and it will be using manipulation against me by means of its face. moreover, things are precisely arranged so that no corner can ever be turned without having to find myself looking right at one of their faces.

and as for labels, I refer to them as 'rapists', because they are rapists, not because I am trying to make them feel unpopular. nothing I say seems to have any logical impact on them anyway, and often they are rather eager to prove to me that they are indeed nazis and that they are indeed rapists. I was thinking of this very thing, when they had decided to involve themselves in my thoughts by means of a brute auditory intrusion corresponding to my thoughts, to remind me of the true context: not only do they team up against me in great numbers, utilize every facet of society for this, and stick up for each other, but they also have the advantage of knowing my thoughts, and so it would be slightly absurd to subject me to standards of equality within this situation. if they weren't there tyrannizing over me and policing my thoughts, I would also not need to defend myself against them (sometimes by means of their own weapons). and regarding rights, I cannot take away their rights, as I would go to jail, while they can take away my rights, then deny it or call it by some other name, and corroborate each other.

another thing that the rapist pieces of shit will often do is involve themselves in my life and my thoughts without having been asked to, with the use of psychological and physical torture. and rarely can I ever get through a thinking process without their involvement. often, my first (unexpressed) thought regarding any issue will be treated as a public declaration of my final opinion regarding this issue. (these will be issues which one would not be able to infer from any of my writings). but how can I even arrive at a final opinion regarding anything if I am not even allowed to have a first thought about it, which will lead to other thoughts, while the final opinion I arrive at may end up being drastically different from my first thought?
also, they will use my writings to make me think that they are policing me for something I've written, when they are actually policing me for thoughts that I have.
and whatever ideology or ideal they use to police me, will always become completely meaningless in the process of this, due to their methods of subjecting me to it.
and another clever little method they use: they'll persistently be very eager, and go far out of their way, to always falsely associate me with unpopular causes. and so, I am being spied on, I receive electric shocks to my body, my thoughts are being policed, and an entire population is teaming up against me non-stop? but this is all justified if they will unitarily work to stick some false label to me, such as 'racist', because who cares about violating the rights of someone who has been labeled as racist?

and when they've been refuted in every way, they are still of course there, they are still leeches, and they still revolve around you. any amount of logic can be overlooked to fulfill the imperative of targeting you as a society. if they want more, they can make embarassed faces, angry faces, mocking faces, whatever faces they need to, and it is forgotten that they have not refuted a single thing I've said. how would anyone like it that after locking themselves inside their house for fear of the population, whenever they go outside they are subjected to the embarassed faces of an entire population that seems to know who they are? these nazi pieces of shit target me as a society, do not seem to see any problem with this, and then force their judgments upon me, as if I ever asked for the judgments of these nazi psychos. these things are given human faces, and they do not seem to tire of exploiting the fact that a face can refute a thousand arguments, if only it is made to seem like it means whatever expression it happens to portray.
what they would like to do is to all act like they know who I am everywhere, and also, subject me to the ideology that doesn't take it into account that everywhere I go everyone seems to know who I am. in fact, they would like to use the fact that every last one of them seems to know who I am to force the ideology on me by means of every last one of them. and so, if I have any problem with accepting the ideology, there will be a numberless amount of these pieces of shit, each seeming to act as though it has a very personal relationship with me, and each using this very personal relationship with me to force the ideology on me, and if one has passed by, there will just be another, and another, and another, and each and every one of them will seem to have a very personal relationship with me, and will force the ideology on me, and will target me specifically, and will be enraged if I question its individuality, or if I mention anything about the fact that the social context to which I am subjected does not make any sense.
another method they like to use: they'll make me think that I have not lived up to their standards of sophistication, or that I am unaware of something of which they are not unaware, or have committed some social transgression within the highly cultivated and highly civilized society they have created. while I receive electric shocks to my genitals, am policed by every member of the population, my thoughts are policed, I am discriminated against everywhere I go, everyone seems to know me everywhere, society works together to use conditioning and psychological torture against me over long periods of time, I am targeted by the lynch-mob, everyone always teams up against me and outcasts me from everything, and whenever I question anything I will be policed by the entire population.

also, within a physical world, it would be a physical impossibility both for them to revolve around me, and for there to exist any other social context than this. if I was simply extremely famous, first of all, I would know about it, and second, I would then at least be a part of the acknowledged social context, while the acknowledged social context seems to go out of its way to always discard my existence altogether.
and whenever I try to ward them off from one direction, for instance, the ideological direction, they then come from the other direction, such as the brute force direction. and so if I write anything regarding the nature of this world, they'll then use this as an excuse to justify violations of my rights, and expect me to accept that rights is an irrelevant issue while I am being targeted by an entire system.

they constantly find excuses to involve themselves in my life. for instance, if they break something of mine, they then have an excuse to fix it, or if they accuse me of something I didn't do, they are then in positions of being judges of my life.
prior to the most recent mob attack, I had said:
if I say anything against the pieces of shit, it will immediately be twisted into some false context or purposely misinterpreted as being secretly directed at some specific group of 'them', and so anything I say against them will be redirected by them towards something that will give them reason to further target me.
if someone had read this, and had not read any of my other writings, this may have given the impression that I was excluding some groups from the robot-collective that is targeting me.
on that day, there was a knock at my door, and I acknowledged that although I know the true reasons for it, there will obviously be provided some alternate explanation, as these are the rules of the game, and that I'd rather not make any kind of deal out of it. then I went outside, and was immediately besieged by the population, and while there were some strange things to be seen, I wasn't in the mood to acknowledge that, at which point the population resorted to mob-attack, and the nature of the mob attack seemed to be related to the above statement. and so, within its own context as a mob-attack, I wasn't attacked for having committed any immorality, but for a 'perceived vulnerability' in what I had written, and the means for this was to accuse me precisely of something that I had gone too far out of my way to avoid.
being attacked by mobs is unpleasant, and I will be angry about it and react to it. but if they are targeting you by means of groups, even if you say nothing to identify the groups and don't react in any inappropriate way, they know what happened, and will use this to further target you as a society the next day, as it has been predetermined that you will be attacked by a mob and then will be discriminated everywhere afterwards, regardless of anything you do. and so, if you react in any way, it will give them a chance to further target you as a society either by saying: 'you have become a nazi like us' (and I will deal with the logical fallacies of this in a second), or, their preferred method is to deny their part in it altogether and then target me for having reacted to a provocation whose existence will be denied, while still I have to accept that everyone everywhere knows who I am. and sure enough, the next day I went to buy cigarettes, and received unpleasant treatment (by someone whose group-identifiability was unrelated to the groups of the previous day), which after having walked amongst the population that seems to have infinite knowledge about my life, I could not help but associate with events in my life, and then later I took a longer walk, and had felt various judgments then too.
as for them saying: 'you have become a nazi like us', and then using this to further target me, first of all, they would not be in a moral position to target me for this reason, and second of all, if everyone in this society is hostile to me, and then you as well are hostile to me (assuming there was someone reading this), then you might fit the description of a nazi, whereas if everyone is hostile to me and I am hostile to those who are hostile to me in self defense, then I would fit the description of someone who is being targeted by nazis.
and regarding the 'group-identities' of computer-generated people, it's to be taken about as seriously as that of simulated characters in a game of grand-theft-auto. nonetheless, I try to avoid these issues whenever possible, because there is no right thing you can say, and anything you say will sound like it's out of american history x, and all they have to do is switch the context to this being a normal type of society, and they can make you feel ridiculous.
when I say 'the pieces of shit', 'the nazi rapists', etc. I am referring to the entire robot-collective. if I say 'groups', I am referring to superficial divisions within the robot-collective. if I specify the groups, I am referring to the groups that I specify, and if I don't specify the groups it means that I don't wish to specify the groups. they are all agents, and they merely disguise themselves as various sectors of society.
another thing: when living around robots, they will constantly make efforts to make you dead like them, and so anything I have written that may sound like it has humour in it or is human in some way, is directed to my ears only, and I have been given no reason to believe that there is anyone reading anything I write.

the pieces of shit involve themselves in my life, and target me as a society.

the rapist pieces of shit have also been policing me by means of auditory torture for a very long time. these will be auditory intrusions into my life which any being with intelligence would notice are not coincidental, and correspond to things I am thinking, things I am doing, and things I am listening to, but anything I put into words becomes easy for them to dismiss, as words are just a very blunt way of expressing my observations. then, they use this to police things such as what music I can listen to: if I listen to music that has quiet parts in it, whenever there is a quiet part there will come one of the brute auditory intrusions, and so I cannot listen to music that has quiet parts in it, I must listen to it at loud volume, and I must listen to it over and over again, and not listening to any music is completely out of the question. I cannot emphasize enough that I wish these rapist pieces of shit just weren't there.

the nazi rapists are constantly policing me, and do not ever stop.

and despite all the alternate explanations they are always ready to provide, all they ever really do is prove me right. each and every one of them is an agent of the thought-police, each and every one of them is there to outcast me and to police my life, and each and every one of them uses mob-tactics against me to enforce the ideology, and that's all they are really there to do.
in fact, they can just police my life and outcast me, and then rely on me to make excuses for them. and as when talking with them they'll just outright make all kinds of morbidly false accusations, I can't trust the (not very) smiley-faces who provide no explanations when mistreating me to be 'telling the truth in some way'.

I try to figure out why they are needed, and can't. whatever they'll make you think their motives are, all they ever do is fuck everything up and enforce the ideology. and no ideology could have better enforcers either than those who attack you in mobs whenever you question the world. they'll wait for those times when you don't want to listen to them anymore to tell the truth, and once they have your attention they'll just go back to telling lies. if it was the type of society they tell you it is whenever they use words, you wouldn't be getting attacked by mobs all the time, as you would have rights and privacy and such things.
somehow it has reached the point that if I mention anything about the psychological and physical torture and rape which the pieces of shit are constantly committing against me, this is now not enough for them, and they will need to police me by means of some ideology on top of that. rapist pieces of shit.

what happened a few days ago: the nazi rapists that tyrannize over me and target me as a society, had put particularly large efforts into coercing their lies upon me, by means of the private sector, for which the nazi rapists had then attacked me in mobs, and used more false accusations to police me. in fact, I am not permitted to have any relationship with the private sector, as the public sector will attack me in mobs for this, while the private sector, which works in collusion with the public sector against me, will hold it against me that I am not permitted to have any relationship with them, and deny that this is so, and use this against me as well. these nazi pieces of shit just attack me in mobs whenever they feel like it, and if I make any mention of their not insignificant inconsistencies, they'll just attack me in mobs for this to change the subject. these rapist pieces of shit do not ever die either. then, the only thing that I can really do when violated by the nazi rapists, is write about it, for which I will be receiving mass judgments from - the nazi rapists, whom I am not allowed to say anything against, and who will use this as an excuse to further forbid me from walking on the street, and to justify an increase in discrimination everywhere I go. pieces of shit.

when walking out the door, I hence cannot know if they will attack me in mobs today or if they'll use manipulation. and it's truly very unpleasant to live around these brute psychos, and every way I feel towards them they'll then reverse against me and use the reactions I have developed to living around them to justify proceeding in the same ways. it's after many years of having given them more and more chances that I have decided to stop doing so, and so now I am left for dead. another method of targeting someone: they'll all act very familiarly with you everywhere, and develop some context of familiarity upon which you'll be able to base some sanity and confidence, and then they are able to switch at any time to not knowing you and subject you to standards of a society where they are all normal and angelic, and out of the blue you have become a type of person which they have every reason to outcast. (and regarding future writings: as no one has commented on anything I've written, at this point I assume that I am just talking to myself, and so I don't feel that I need to justify anything I write).

and if you have any problem with being attacked by mobs of them, they'll just switch back to manipulation. the end result is always the same: they must always outcast you and always police your every move. but they are free to switch to whatever context is necessary to accomplish these things.
you walk into a place you've never been before, and they will outcast you because they will use the context of everyone knowing who you are and spying on your life. and you walk into a place you've been to many times, and they will outcast you because they already know you there, and within a normal society where no one knows who you are and no one spies on your life and targets you as a society, there is no explanation why someone should have developed such strange behaviours and methods of psychological self-defence, and they have their eye on you. you start feeling too comfortable walking on the street, and they'll attack you in mobs because everyone everywhere knows who you are and spies on your life. you have some problem with this, and they will not let you walk on the street by means of various serious accusations regarding your character, or your supernatural ability to commit serious crimes by virtue of existing and being unlike those around you, and so if anything bad ever happens anywhere, it must be your fault, and thus you are not allowed to walk on the street for that reason (which will also divert attention from the fact that everyone everywhere seems to know who you are).

the nazi rapists that target me as a society, of course do not die, and so tyrannize over me instead. and so every so often will decide that now they will work as a population to force my life into yet another difficult phase. they constantly coerce me in great masses precisely into positions where I have to ask precisely the types of questions which will cement their tyranny over me, give them certain ideological advantages and justifications over me, questions which have been designated in various ways by the thought-police, and moreover questions which have nothing to do with my true identity or with anything I believe, while of course, denying their little part in this. when dealing with nazi rapists, it's good to observe if these begin to approach their dictionary-definition, although one may question if that can even have any meaning within the context of this type of society, and if there is anything whatsoever that is not a part of the ideology. the context is: a single person being targeted by very great masses, and it's amazing just how many labels there are which great masses can put on an individual when targeting them, and to justify violating the rights of the individual in the name of mob justice. and of course, after having targeted you in those ways, they will deny their part in it, and you will be receiving communal judgments from - the nazi pieces of shit, who else?

everywhere I turn, there will come at me more enforcers of the tyranny of the majority, in the names of various things. each of them will target me particularly, but will not feel obliged to provide any explanation for this, as this may cast doubt on their own legitimacy, as they are all agents in disguise. but if one of these identical replicated agents disguises itself as something that may exercise influence over me, it will use that to increase its jurisdiction over what in my life and my thoughts it will find itself entitled to police. often they will police my private thoughts and my sexual-life, and will do this in the name of morality/intellectuality/music/political-correctness etc. one begins to wonder what terms like 'equality' mean coming from their mouths: everyone in this society is equally entitled to spy on me, to target me, to use private information about my life and my thoughts against me, to use manipulation against me, to outcast me, and to join mobs when they are attacking me. that's equality!

the nazi rapists will always try to make me think that there is some particular reason why this store-clerk is always an asshole to me, or why I am never welcome in that place, or why this member of the population happens to think that my rights are not important, or why that massive chunk of society keeps lashing out at me, or why that particular someone chooses not to reveal to me that it is spying on my life while using information about my life against me, or why this particular someone has a particular vendetta against me. all these things are supposed to make me overlook that I am being discriminated against everywhere, and am targeted by everyone.

there never does seem to arrive a point when the rapist pigs stop involving themselves in my life. everywhere I go, I will be discriminated against based on how much I am in the favour of the nazi pieces of shit that spy on me and target me as a society. these rapist pieces of shit will treat me according to what is happening in my life, upon which they spy. they all seem to know who I am too, and there is nowhere that I can go to get away from them. and they don't ever seem to just die.

I try to arrange myself and my life in ways to avoid being attacked by mobs of the pieces of shit, and so avoid doing things which they tend to attack me in mobs for, as I do not enjoy it when the pieces of shit attack me in mobs. and so then they just attack me in mobs for no reason, but will still try to make me think I had done something to provoke it, and will want me to infer what I must have done according to which groups are targeting me during any given mob attack, when the selection of these is pretty much arbitrary.

when speaking with a piece of shit, it will concentrate all its efforts into putting limits on what I can say around it, and do so for long enough to create some trauma. eventually, I realize there is just no point in saying anything to the piece shit, and so just say nothing, at which point the piece of shit will punish me by means of psychological torture for this. meanwhile, the pieces of shit that attack me on the street will use every bit of manipulation to coerce me to explain to them everything in very great detail due to their stupidity, and then switch roles and use anything I've written to justify attacking me in mobs, invading my every privacy, and targeting me by means of groups.

the nazi rapists involve themselves in my life, harass me everywhere, and police me as a population.

my writings are also something that the nazi pigs have been using to police me and to force various ideologies on me by means of their various fabricated positions of authority or moral authority, and these ideologies are of course used to police me and my thoughts. I was hoping that these rapists would get the message to leave me alone, when day after day for over a year I write about the way in which I am living because of them. but instead, whenever I manage to even reach a point in my thoughts where I don't put as much importance into my writings and do not let them police me by means of my writings, for as much as a day, the nazi rapists will of course be attacking me in mobs and violating my rights for such events in my thoughts.

the truth is, they are pieces of shit, and this is why they attack me in mobs, they feel like they can treat me in any way they want, and they feel like they can tyrannize over me and tell me what to do all the time, and I wish they would die.

the rapist pigs will pick a day to unitarily be nice to you, so that next time you see them they will unitarily be assholes. this is supposed to make you think that some time in between you had let them down in some way. every facet of society will arise and try to use their moral authority against you - these rapist pieces of shit that just tyrannize over you and target you as a society, do not respect your privacy to any degree, tell you nothing but lies, use torture against you, and turn a blind eye whenever you are in excruciating pain - try to use their moral authority against you, while targeting you as a society, and all having the same opinion at the same time. every group there is will arise and target you, they will not let you walk on the street, they will not let you be alone in your house. their way of policing your every move is to blame you for some bullshit you have not committed, by means of their bullshit moral authority. you will be intimidated by the pigs, and you will not be welcome anywhere.

on some days, the nazi rapists will come together and declare war on you as a population. on those days, you will be targeted by every last one of these nazi pieces of shit. it's usually after long periods of the nazi pieces of shit working in great masses to coerce you to care about them in all kinds of ways, that the nazi pieces of shit declare war on you and attack you everywhere you go. on those days, you will not be permitted any place of solitude.

the nazi rapists police me by means of auditory and visual torture.

the pieces of shit involve themselves in my life, and police me inside my house by means of the population and other machinery. I can't do anything because of them, but if I don't do anything it is then their business, and there is no place that is outside of their reach. day after day, year after year, I must devote all my life to the pieces of shit, and if ever a day goes by with only their minimal involvement in my life, there will be a forceful increase of their involvement in my life at that point. I also receive electric shocks to various areas of my body, and my thoughts are policed by auditory torture. and they take advantage of my desire to get away from them, and do everything they can to increase this desire, to force me to isolate myself in a place where I can be more directly policed by the population.

they make it very clear that they do not care about you. but they will go to extremes to make you feel morally obliged to them and guilty before them, by means of false accusations. if then you ever show the slightest kindness to one of them, you thereby renounce all your rights, it will stalk you, it will not respect your privacy, and it will take the opportunity to police everything in your life. these things certainly do not feel any concern, but they will use their 'concern' to justify any intrusion into your life, and their 'concern' will always come at the expense of your rights.

this is what happens every time. the psychological abuse, physical torture, thought-policing, derision, intimidation, invasion, and rejection become so excessive, that I have to find some way to deal with it, which they will try in every way to destroy. they'll do this by means of communal judgments, judgments by the private sector, labels which will be enforced by the entire population, public humiliations, and accusations of serious crimes you did not commit. they'll try to kill you in various ways, will work together to accomplish this, and do so in the names of their humaneness or sensitivity.

for many years, the pieces of shit had worked as an army against me to use visual and auditory conditioning to police my thoughts. they had left me no way to ignore that these things were intentional and related to my thoughts, and I had spent a good number of years trying to find ways to block them out. ignoring them proved impossible, and so I started sticking pieces of plastic in my ears, listening to loud music, finding places with walls, and finally closing my eyes in public. when these methods did not prove effective, I tried self-deception, and had put all my effort into it every moment of every day for about a year, which did not prove effective because they started taking advantage of my thoughts. I constantly receive electric shocks to areas of my body which I don't want to specify, my ears often hurt and I get frequent headaches, everywhere I go everyone acts like they know who I am, and they still take advantage of my every thought and punish me for my thoughts by means of coercive manipulation, whenever I become too confident in any way they work as a team to force some ideology on me to police me, and anyone I talk to will use information about my life against me, such as things that happen when I am alone inside my house, or thoughts that I think. if I mention any of this to any of them, they'll explain it away as either a mental illness, or a theory that I have decided to build for some freudian reason. anyone I turn to is the same, will be an asshole to me, will discriminate against me, will use information about my life against me and take advantage of every moment in which I show anything that could be mistaken for the slightest kindness, will use manipulation against me and take advantage of my thoughts, and will reject me if I let down my guard in any way. then they use it against me that I don't have any of these pieces of shit in my life, and coerce the ideology on me by telling me that I have built a theory just to block these pieces of shit out. true, I would like to block these pieces of shit out in any way, but if I tell them that this is not my reason for the judgments I make about the world, and that I am able to make all kinds of distinctions in matters of judgments and perception, I don't think I owe them any further explanations than this.
I constantly practice psychological defences against them, I wear layers of ear protection and use auditory defences to keep them away from my thoughts, and sometimes I just close my eyes because they are just constantly inserted into my eyes and use their fingers in ways they have conditioned me in great masses over long periods of time to regard as torture, the last of which they will consider unforgivable and attack me in mobs for (not while I am walking or doing anything that will require the use of my eyes). these are just a few of the violations I feel like mentioning. but then, they'll constantly try to make me see myself as someone who is abusive, as this is yet another form of lobotomy they can use to police my every move and every word, and will corroborate each other regarding this as they will corroborate each other in denying any of the violations that are committed against me. why am I abusive? because I say what I think, and that makes me abusive. of course, as soon as I buy into it, they will take advantage of me, will use guilt tactics specifically exploiting my thoughts (that is, they will tell me precisely the things I will be most likely to believe, and use this to make me feel morally obliged to them), will use this to take away more of my space, and will use this to make me accept more violations of my rights and to regard these in some other terms.

while the threat of the mental health system is always looming over me, there is not much to be said about the mental health system. it's basically the arm of the law that deals with thoughtcrime: if you don't think like them, they can lock you up. once you are in there, it's pretty much up to the idiot doctor to decide how long to keep you, and there is no limit to how long they can keep you, and you do not get a trial, and you do not need to have committed any crime, only thoughtcrime. your family can also have some say about how you are treated and how long you stay. you however don't, because you have been designated as a non-person who is not entitled to make decisions about their own life. as said, you do not need to commit any crime, but only to be judged as a potential threat to yourself or to others. what can make you a potential threat? well, if you are not normal like them.

at much cost to me, they go out of their way to prove to me that they are not people. then, they use every dirty trick to force me to accept them to be people, again, at much cost to me. I wonder what's next.

absolute power is such a convenient thing to have. after so many years of having been the target of the lynch mob, having been conditioned, tortured, outcasted, rejected by everyone over and over again, and policed by everyone, while having every bit of it denied, and having been quiet about it, I could no longer be quiet about it. now, whenever anything goes wrong, all eyes will of course turn on me, because I am the obvious target of everything. no one has to account for anything, and they can use any context against you and any 'facts' against you, because they can just make anything up and corroborate each other. whatever situation they put you in, you will find they will always have the ideology on their side, will always have each other taking the side of each other against you, and will always single you out as being to blame for everything. they will coerce you into a way of life, will give you no choice on the matter, and will then constantly use this against you.
within the context of the ideology, there is no difference between something true and something false, or rather the truth is constantly reversed, and the best that I can hope for is a context where the truth of which I speak can at least have rights as a subjective truth. there is no getting beyond philosophy 101 as long as no one accounts for anything. I blame them where they are to blame, and this is moreover necessary when living in a warzone. they blame me for everything because that is the way in which they are oriented. anything I say will sound out of context, when it's their context that is out of context, and they enforce their context with much fanaticism, and don't even seem to be aware of the destruction they are causing. everywhere I go, there they are - not random people minding their own business, but agents policing my every move and every thought. I try to get away from them, and I find them in my house, when I had 'friends', they acted like agents too, and when I talk to relatives, I find enemies in them as well. their entire system is arranged against me, but then can call itself a democracy, and tell me that my voice doesn't count because I am the only one that says these things are happening. absolute power: they can replicate an army of identical people, each of them will be a mini-rape-machine targeting you, each will call itself a person, each will corroborate every other, each will single you out as insane, each will tell you that the voice of the majority is what counts within a democracy constituted of individuals, while they are not individuals, this is not a democracy, and the last thing they have is integrity, but they are too insane to even know it, and will constantly coerce the ideology on you, and use every bit of their 'humanity', 'frailty', 'authority', force, 'relation', 'humaneness', 'sensitivity', and 'integrity' for this purpose. they will police the most petty details of my life, and will do this in the names of things so serious that if I question these I will be giving them more opportunity to use ridicule and humiliation against me.
I will acknowledge: they will often tell the truth in their own way, but this way of theirs prohibits me from being able to trust them enough to even pay attention to them.

often I will find that I cannot say anything against the police state or the pieces of shit that enforce it. for one thing, they have an annoying habit of committing against me precisely every violation that I speak against whenever I speak against it, and so for example, if I say anything against the police or the mental health system, I will then be intimidated and threatened by the pieces of shit. or another method is: if I say anything against the pieces of shit, it will immediately be twisted into some false context or purposely misinterpreted as being secretly directed at some specific group of 'them', and so anything I say against them will be redirected by them towards something that will give them reason to further target me. and another thing I've noticed: anything I say against the police state, has been defined as a mental illness.
meanwhile, I cannot walk on the street or have the simplest interaction with a piece of shit, such as perception, without being subjected to discrimination, thought-rape, and psychological torture. and when on the street, everything will be presented to me as on a television screen, and will be specifically synchronized to manipulate my thoughts and target me, and then I will be expected to show consideration to this set-up and to each of its components, by each of its components, who all act like they know who I am.

if I try to do anything or go anywhere in this society, it is not about doing what I'm doing or going where I'm going, but about having the pieces of shit involve themselves in my thoughts, use my thoughts against me, and discriminate against me everywhere based on the thoughts I am thinking. this of course will turn a society right into a prison. everything in your life will always fall apart and nothing you do will ever succeed, because of the pieces of shit, and while they are constantly working against you, whenever you recognize their methods, the recognition will become meaningless, as everything must be arranged precisely to accommodate these useless, obsessive and disgusting pieces of shit who are just there to police you, and so they must proceed in the same ways, and so must strangle your awareness of it. any time you find yourself in public, everything will be put in the context of: not being in a public place, but having the pieces of shit involve themselves in your life and your thoughts, and they will give you ultimatums such as: either you will allow the pieces of shit to harass you and use psychological torture against you, or the pieces of shit will use manipulation on you and exploit their knowledge of your thoughts. and when they use manipulation against you, they are then judges of your thoughts, and will find endless excuses in the thoughts you are thinking to justify further coercive involvement in your life. and then you finally get to the store and manage to buy cigarettes, where the store-clerk is of course an asshole to you, and treats you with prejudice that is in line with spying on your life.
they are arranged so as to be as useless as possible, as annoying as possible, to always get in your way, to always kick you when you're down, to steal and distort the meaning of your experiences, and to always be there. and the entire system is arranged to force you into always having them in your life and always having some relationship with them, and you will begin to get intimidated by cops whenever a day goes by when the pieces of shit have only had a minimal involvement in your life, and also whenever you acknowledge enough of the truth to create psychological defences against the pieces of shit. and an embarassing side-effect of existing, is that there is a need to occasionally care about someone, and to occasionally show kindness or consideration to someone, if only for the sake of your own mentality. and yet there are only the pieces of shit around every corner, and they exploit your every thought and every emotion, and will take advantage of you and use rape upon you if you as much as perceive them, while they are everywhere. they are just a disease, they always tell you what to do, and if you are not on good terms with them, you will be mistreated and they will not allow you to question the world, wherein everyone seems to know who you are, which you must accept as a casual thing.

anything of any meaningfulness has long been taken away and forbidden in my life, and so the agents will constantly use communal shame tactics in regard to my most basic relationships, while of course spying on my every move. I am expected to ignore the prison-setup of this 'society' though in order to accept the contexts of these judgments. they will provoke me in many ways, and then switch contexts to use guilt tactics against me. meanwhile, everyone everywhere acts like they know who I am, and they all involve themselves in my life, which sucks the life right out of everything.

the nazi rapists have been spying on my life and my thoughts, have been singling me out and have been assholes to me, for many years. writing about it only came at the very end of a very long chain of suffering and oppression that would not stop. now, of course, the nazi rapists will use my writings against me also, as if 'this is how they've come about' certain information about my life which they can use against me and as an excuse to continue the same violations. while subjecting me to bullshit social and moral standards and standards of propriety, they have always been in the habit of using against me in very oppressive ways all kinds of information about my life and my thoughts which they would have absolutely no way of having according to their own context, but if I write about much of what happens in my life and my thoughts, they can continue doing the same and also make me think that I deserve it or that they are taking revenge on me for something. they never specify where they got the information, and much of it cannot be found in or deduced from any of my writings, but they speak very confidently about very intimate details of my private life and private thoughts, and then use this knowledge coercively against me, and use it as an excuse to exploit their positions of power, authority, and monopoly over me.

many things that don't make the slightest bit of sense are presented to me and shoved at me in a very casual manner, and an army of the insane will also constantly expect me to accept these things in just as casual a manner, and to overlook that logic is always twisted precisely to serve their causes. while the private and public sectors work together against me, there is created the illusion of a chasm between them, to see how far they can stretch acceptance of things that don't make sense. the public acts very familiarly with me and very much involves itself in my life and harasses me everywhere, and also thwarts any direction my life ever takes. I am left to the private sector because of the basics, and then they use these basics to reduce my life to the basics, as I have nowhere to turn if there happens to be a deficit in these, and then the agents of my private life will also exploit their positions of power and use these to pry into my life far beyond their proper authority, and to tell me what I am allowed to do in life, and to put strict limits on my life, while conveniently they will very much deny the nature of this society, and use that to deny that they are in positions of monopoly, and that they are agents of the system, and so also will exploit the laws which apply to a society that has nothing to do with this one.
meanwhile, any questioning of the world or of authority will be quickly discouraged by political groups, social groups, 'humanitarian' groups, cops and agents of mental health, and 'ordinary' people, at which point, to receive the propaganda, I will also be expected to ignore the questionability of their own authority when they revolve around me and target me as a society.

each of them will tell me it is an individual, and the law is there to enforce that each of them is an individual, and while I know well that they are not individuals, I must accept each of them to be so, while they team up against me and police me by the millions, and use every facet of society specifically against me, and there is really nothing that I can do about that, and they never seem to tire of exploiting this. everything they do has absolute deniability, which will reduce anything I articulate about my experiences, perceptions, and judgments, not merely to another theory amongst other theories, but to a 'theory' that will be specifically targeted by their ideology, while their ideology is always meant to serve the tyranny of the majority (everyone) over me, while the majority enforces the ideology.
if there was anyone looking me up on the internet, I would have some questions about their own mental health if they did not notice that I am being shunned, and also targeted by websites (if one looks at the advertisements they put on my pages). the acts of harassment and targeting by the public are also very blatant, but the private sector, while working in collusion with the public, can of course deny all of it, even when it happens right before them. what is one to do when the insane even have a tyranny over what is sanity? they disguise an oppressive communist regime by means of their insanity, by means of their majority, by means of the (very inapplicable) prejudice that what everyone says must be true, underneath seemingly mundane events, by means of morality, and of course by means of the most blatant lies about the nature of this society.
those who very much shun you as a society, can be called: individuals who don't happen to feel like not shunning you, and as individuals of course have a right to do this. the fact that they also harass you everywhere, involve themselves intimitely in your life, and needless to mention act as though they very much know what you look like, can be denied, and when denied, will be used against you. and those who decide how much money you are allowed to have, and will then use their positions of monopoly to police things in your life upon which they spy, can be called: your parents, who don't owe you anything by law, and also, as individuals with money, can do whatever they want within a type of society where you have other options. the fact that you don't have options, can also be denied. and when everyone is disguised under their very seemingly mundane positions, they will tell you that questioning such mundane things and questioning 'prejudices' that are so universal, is just insane.
and meanwhile, your every breath is subjected to judgments by the community, and you are expected to behave according to standards of propriety, privacy, political correctness, and equality, while they are far from respecting any of these things in relation to you. they'll also use it against you that you have free food, shelter, clothes, cigarettes, and that you live in a country that you are told has a very high standard of living. I don't feel like repeating all the violations being committed against me, but there have been many mentions of these in my previous writings, and these few 'luxuries' I have are constantly used to lull me into accepting that I have it rather good. The novel 1984 is often used as a quintessential example of the most extreme form of tyranny, and from what I recall, they had homes, jobs, televisions, food, gin, and cigarettes. also, in the novel 1984, from what I remember, one would be able to find some who did not belong to the thought police, and the thought police also supposedly only 'guessed' your thoughts. and while dispensing communal judments upon you as diversions whenever you make mention of these things, they'll target you by means of every facet of society and use every dirty trick, and also will hold you to various standards of asceticism.

the pieces of shit that constantly work to enhance my torture, restrict my movements, that do not permit my life to go anywhere, that shun me, and that harass me everywhere, will constantly use their power, authority, and monopoly, to impose arbitrary arrangements upon my life which will require their regular involvement in my life, and my regular interaction with them, where they can have further chances to use their authority over me and also to make me feel morally obliged to them.
the public sector will thwart any advance in your life, and the private sector will deny this happens and then use your situation against you, and always in the name of morality.
the pieces of shit will always use their fabricated positions of relation to you to make you feel morally obliged to them, but whenever you show the slightest kindness or consideration to a piece of shit, it will immediately take advantage of you.

the pieces of shit are arranged so as to make my life as shitty as possible and to maximize my torture to whatever degree possible, and they always do this in the names of various false things. they create endless problems for me of various sorts, and whenever I must take a stand against any of these, it will only give them an opportunity to create endless more problems for me and to come at me from every conceivable direction. they gladly turn a blind eye whenever I am in excruciating pain, and then police me by means of their fabricated and custom-made sensitivities. their 'sensitivities' are always specifically arranged so as to police my thoughts and maximize my torture, and for some reason, every last one of them is always in a position of authority over me, and is always more important than I am. they'll come in the name of being 'parents', 'relatives', 'friends', and 'people' on the street, and always do so for no other reason than exercising authority over me, taking up all my space, and shoving me off into some corner somewhere.