when walking out the door, I hence cannot know if they will attack me in mobs today or if they'll use manipulation. and it's truly very unpleasant to live around these brute psychos, and every way I feel towards them they'll then reverse against me and use the reactions I have developed to living around them to justify proceeding in the same ways. it's after many years of having given them more and more chances that I have decided to stop doing so, and so now I am left for dead. another method of targeting someone: they'll all act very familiarly with you everywhere, and develop some context of familiarity upon which you'll be able to base some sanity and confidence, and then they are able to switch at any time to not knowing you and subject you to standards of a society where they are all normal and angelic, and out of the blue you have become a type of person which they have every reason to outcast. (and regarding future writings: as no one has commented on anything I've written, at this point I assume that I am just talking to myself, and so I don't feel that I need to justify anything I write).