another thing that the rapist pieces of shit will often do is involve themselves in my life and my thoughts without having been asked to, with the use of psychological and physical torture. and rarely can I ever get through a thinking process without their involvement. often, my first (unexpressed) thought regarding any issue will be treated as a public declaration of my final opinion regarding this issue. (these will be issues which one would not be able to infer from any of my writings). but how can I even arrive at a final opinion regarding anything if I am not even allowed to have a first thought about it, which will lead to other thoughts, while the final opinion I arrive at may end up being drastically different from my first thought?
also, they will use my writings to make me think that they are policing me for something I've written, when they are actually policing me for thoughts that I have.
and whatever ideology or ideal they use to police me, will always become completely meaningless in the process of this, due to their methods of subjecting me to it.
and another clever little method they use: they'll persistently be very eager, and go far out of their way, to always falsely associate me with unpopular causes. and so, I am being spied on, I receive electric shocks to my body, my thoughts are being policed, and an entire population is teaming up against me non-stop? but this is all justified if they will unitarily work to stick some false label to me, such as 'racist', because who cares about violating the rights of someone who has been labeled as racist?