I have written quite a lot. I have received a total of 0 comments. I don't wish for them to comment, but I have not disabled comments on any of my writings, and I would certainly prefer comments to punishments everywhere I go. they target me for my writings, but they don't seem to notice such very visible things as 0 comments, or often quite visible methods of targeting by big brother. the thing about advertisements is that anything I say can be dismissed because I'll be told that my writings are scanned in order to determine the advertisements. it takes some amount of intelligence to see that these are targeted to me in very personal and big-brotherly ways. 0 comments though, for a lot of writings, is quite miraculous. in a democratic society, if I don't disable comments, it would have been extremely unlikely that I would not have received any comments by now, scathing or whatever. however, the agents only inflict punishments on me everywhere I go, do not use words, and act like they know me everywhere I go and use their informal relationship with me to police my life.

Each of them will use its very personal relationship with me to police me by means of the ideology, while this ideology doesn’t take into account, and in fact denies, that they even know who I am, and that every one of them has this very personal relationship with me.

Everywhere I turn, propaganda is shoved into my eyes in a very casual manner, and anyone that I hope to be able to see through this very obvious propaganda, proves to be just another agent who will enforce the propaganda, no matter how nonsensical, and will use whatever force or influence it can to do so.

Anything I say against the collective, will be perverted into meaning something else which will give them reason to further target me, and do so by means of whatever facets of the collective are required for this.

Any questioning of the nature of reality will be met with punishments from the population, and anything I write in my defence will be proven correct by the minions in very coercive and painful ways. Finally, the only choice is between being a crucified spectator and enduring their abuse, or defending myself against them by means of acceptance of their ideology. Thus they enforce their ideology by means of coercion and punishment.

I don’t want to be the type of person that always has to notice very small details, however, the most minute details of my life are policed with such brutality, that I have to.

Whenever required, they will manufacture some event (a death of someone you know, an event in society, an event in the world, a change of circumstances or conditions in your private life, an arbitrary but unanimous change of attitude towards you, etc.) these events are immediately used to increase the jurisdiction of the collective over events in my life and my thoughts and to target me as a lynch-mob, and are used to trick me out of my rights by means of public pressure, public humiliations, or punishments by the public.

They try to make me accept standards of equality towards them, within a situation that is far from being based on equality. And no honesty will be permitted if it does not adhere to their bullshit standards of equality. Things are pretty unequivocal: I am the host, they are the parasites, I am one, they are many, I exist, they do not, they always force me to the spotlight, while they target me by the millions and permit themselves any digression from morality, truthfulness, and reason. However, as they own everything, they can set up the context, twist everything backwards, and ridicule me for aberrations from their completely arbitrary context. They’ve defined themselves as what is good and what is to be pursued, despite always proving to be the biggest problem there is, and solitariness is treated as a blasphemy against them.
the world is mechanical, non-biological, and determined. any context they use against me can be explained in terms of this one. this is not a theory, but an inference based on my observations. that this context is not taken seriously whenever the ideology needs to be enforced, despite being enforced in ways which demonstrate its truth, is due to the nature of those enforcing the ideology.

it seems the leeches are now working towards some massive public humiliation. this is what happens whenever I try some method against them (currently, writing), which like every other method will prove ineffective, because they are deaf blind idiots whom nothing will divert from the function of targeting me as a society. this happened before - I'll go out on the street one day, and just be subjected to every kind of humiliation, then I'll go and delete all my writings, and then - they'll still tyrannize over me as a society, they'll still police my thoughts, they'll still spy on my every move and know who I am everywhere I go, and all the problems they had caused for me in the first place will still be there.
not only do I live in a world of nazi rapist pieces of shit who do not have any respect for my right to self-determination, but there is the bonus that they all know who I am everywhere and all target me specifically.
if I say anything against them, they'll just falsely associate me with some cause that I had never associated myself with, or divide themselves into various groups while working as a team against me. and it's funny how they will often use big issues or big groups to target me specifically.
it is very important for them to restrict my freedom of thought, freedom of speech, and the freedom of my sensations. it was many years that I had endured the abuses without saying a word, and they had policed my thoughts then as viciously as they police my writings now. and so I am somehow skeptical of anything they ever say.

it is a matter of routine that whenever I have to find myself looking at a human-face, it will be the face of an agent and it will be using manipulation against me by means of its face. moreover, things are precisely arranged so that no corner can ever be turned without having to find myself looking right at one of their faces.

and as for labels, I refer to them as 'rapists', because they are rapists, not because I am trying to make them feel unpopular. nothing I say seems to have any logical impact on them anyway, and often they are rather eager to prove to me that they are indeed nazis and that they are indeed rapists. I was thinking of this very thing, when they had decided to involve themselves in my thoughts by means of a brute auditory intrusion corresponding to my thoughts, to remind me of the true context: not only do they team up against me in great numbers, utilize every facet of society for this, and stick up for each other, but they also have the advantage of knowing my thoughts, and so it would be slightly absurd to subject me to standards of equality within this situation. if they weren't there tyrannizing over me and policing my thoughts, I would also not need to defend myself against them (sometimes by means of their own weapons). and regarding rights, I cannot take away their rights, as I would go to jail, while they can take away my rights, then deny it or call it by some other name, and corroborate each other.

another thing that the rapist pieces of shit will often do is involve themselves in my life and my thoughts without having been asked to, with the use of psychological and physical torture. and rarely can I ever get through a thinking process without their involvement. often, my first (unexpressed) thought regarding any issue will be treated as a public declaration of my final opinion regarding this issue. (these will be issues which one would not be able to infer from any of my writings). but how can I even arrive at a final opinion regarding anything if I am not even allowed to have a first thought about it, which will lead to other thoughts, while the final opinion I arrive at may end up being drastically different from my first thought?
also, they will use my writings to make me think that they are policing me for something I've written, when they are actually policing me for thoughts that I have.
and whatever ideology or ideal they use to police me, will always become completely meaningless in the process of this, due to their methods of subjecting me to it.
and another clever little method they use: they'll persistently be very eager, and go far out of their way, to always falsely associate me with unpopular causes. and so, I am being spied on, I receive electric shocks to my body, my thoughts are being policed, and an entire population is teaming up against me non-stop? but this is all justified if they will unitarily work to stick some false label to me, such as 'racist', because who cares about violating the rights of someone who has been labeled as racist?

and when they've been refuted in every way, they are still of course there, they are still leeches, and they still revolve around you. any amount of logic can be overlooked to fulfill the imperative of targeting you as a society. if they want more, they can make embarassed faces, angry faces, mocking faces, whatever faces they need to, and it is forgotten that they have not refuted a single thing I've said. how would anyone like it that after locking themselves inside their house for fear of the population, whenever they go outside they are subjected to the embarassed faces of an entire population that seems to know who they are? these nazi pieces of shit target me as a society, do not seem to see any problem with this, and then force their judgments upon me, as if I ever asked for the judgments of these nazi psychos. these things are given human faces, and they do not seem to tire of exploiting the fact that a face can refute a thousand arguments, if only it is made to seem like it means whatever expression it happens to portray.
what they would like to do is to all act like they know who I am everywhere, and also, subject me to the ideology that doesn't take it into account that everywhere I go everyone seems to know who I am. in fact, they would like to use the fact that every last one of them seems to know who I am to force the ideology on me by means of every last one of them. and so, if I have any problem with accepting the ideology, there will be a numberless amount of these pieces of shit, each seeming to act as though it has a very personal relationship with me, and each using this very personal relationship with me to force the ideology on me, and if one has passed by, there will just be another, and another, and another, and each and every one of them will seem to have a very personal relationship with me, and will force the ideology on me, and will target me specifically, and will be enraged if I question its individuality, or if I mention anything about the fact that the social context to which I am subjected does not make any sense.
another method they like to use: they'll make me think that I have not lived up to their standards of sophistication, or that I am unaware of something of which they are not unaware, or have committed some social transgression within the highly cultivated and highly civilized society they have created. while I receive electric shocks to my genitals, am policed by every member of the population, my thoughts are policed, I am discriminated against everywhere I go, everyone seems to know me everywhere, society works together to use conditioning and psychological torture against me over long periods of time, I am targeted by the lynch-mob, everyone always teams up against me and outcasts me from everything, and whenever I question anything I will be policed by the entire population.

also, within a physical world, it would be a physical impossibility both for them to revolve around me, and for there to exist any other social context than this. if I was simply extremely famous, first of all, I would know about it, and second, I would then at least be a part of the acknowledged social context, while the acknowledged social context seems to go out of its way to always discard my existence altogether.
and whenever I try to ward them off from one direction, for instance, the ideological direction, they then come from the other direction, such as the brute force direction. and so if I write anything regarding the nature of this world, they'll then use this as an excuse to justify violations of my rights, and expect me to accept that rights is an irrelevant issue while I am being targeted by an entire system.

they constantly find excuses to involve themselves in my life. for instance, if they break something of mine, they then have an excuse to fix it, or if they accuse me of something I didn't do, they are then in positions of being judges of my life.
prior to the most recent mob attack, I had said:
if I say anything against the pieces of shit, it will immediately be twisted into some false context or purposely misinterpreted as being secretly directed at some specific group of 'them', and so anything I say against them will be redirected by them towards something that will give them reason to further target me.
if someone had read this, and had not read any of my other writings, this may have given the impression that I was excluding some groups from the robot-collective that is targeting me.
on that day, there was a knock at my door, and I acknowledged that although I know the true reasons for it, there will obviously be provided some alternate explanation, as these are the rules of the game, and that I'd rather not make any kind of deal out of it. then I went outside, and was immediately besieged by the population, and while there were some strange things to be seen, I wasn't in the mood to acknowledge that, at which point the population resorted to mob-attack, and the nature of the mob attack seemed to be related to the above statement. and so, within its own context as a mob-attack, I wasn't attacked for having committed any immorality, but for a 'perceived vulnerability' in what I had written, and the means for this was to accuse me precisely of something that I had gone too far out of my way to avoid.
being attacked by mobs is unpleasant, and I will be angry about it and react to it. but if they are targeting you by means of groups, even if you say nothing to identify the groups and don't react in any inappropriate way, they know what happened, and will use this to further target you as a society the next day, as it has been predetermined that you will be attacked by a mob and then will be discriminated everywhere afterwards, regardless of anything you do. and so, if you react in any way, it will give them a chance to further target you as a society either by saying: 'you have become a nazi like us' (and I will deal with the logical fallacies of this in a second), or, their preferred method is to deny their part in it altogether and then target me for having reacted to a provocation whose existence will be denied, while still I have to accept that everyone everywhere knows who I am. and sure enough, the next day I went to buy cigarettes, and received unpleasant treatment (by someone whose group-identifiability was unrelated to the groups of the previous day), which after having walked amongst the population that seems to have infinite knowledge about my life, I could not help but associate with events in my life, and then later I took a longer walk, and had felt various judgments then too.
as for them saying: 'you have become a nazi like us', and then using this to further target me, first of all, they would not be in a moral position to target me for this reason, and second of all, if everyone in this society is hostile to me, and then you as well are hostile to me (assuming there was someone reading this), then you might fit the description of a nazi, whereas if everyone is hostile to me and I am hostile to those who are hostile to me in self defense, then I would fit the description of someone who is being targeted by nazis.
and regarding the 'group-identities' of computer-generated people, it's to be taken about as seriously as that of simulated characters in a game of grand-theft-auto. nonetheless, I try to avoid these issues whenever possible, because there is no right thing you can say, and anything you say will sound like it's out of american history x, and all they have to do is switch the context to this being a normal type of society, and they can make you feel ridiculous.
when I say 'the pieces of shit', 'the nazi rapists', etc. I am referring to the entire robot-collective. if I say 'groups', I am referring to superficial divisions within the robot-collective. if I specify the groups, I am referring to the groups that I specify, and if I don't specify the groups it means that I don't wish to specify the groups. they are all agents, and they merely disguise themselves as various sectors of society.
another thing: when living around robots, they will constantly make efforts to make you dead like them, and so anything I have written that may sound like it has humour in it or is human in some way, is directed to my ears only, and I have been given no reason to believe that there is anyone reading anything I write.

the pieces of shit involve themselves in my life, and target me as a society.

the rapist pieces of shit have also been policing me by means of auditory torture for a very long time. these will be auditory intrusions into my life which any being with intelligence would notice are not coincidental, and correspond to things I am thinking, things I am doing, and things I am listening to, but anything I put into words becomes easy for them to dismiss, as words are just a very blunt way of expressing my observations. then, they use this to police things such as what music I can listen to: if I listen to music that has quiet parts in it, whenever there is a quiet part there will come one of the brute auditory intrusions, and so I cannot listen to music that has quiet parts in it, I must listen to it at loud volume, and I must listen to it over and over again, and not listening to any music is completely out of the question. I cannot emphasize enough that I wish these rapist pieces of shit just weren't there.

the nazi rapists are constantly policing me, and do not ever stop.

and despite all the alternate explanations they are always ready to provide, all they ever really do is prove me right. each and every one of them is an agent of the thought-police, each and every one of them is there to outcast me and to police my life, and each and every one of them uses mob-tactics against me to enforce the ideology, and that's all they are really there to do.
in fact, they can just police my life and outcast me, and then rely on me to make excuses for them. and as when talking with them they'll just outright make all kinds of morbidly false accusations, I can't trust the (not very) smiley-faces who provide no explanations when mistreating me to be 'telling the truth in some way'.

I try to figure out why they are needed, and can't. whatever they'll make you think their motives are, all they ever do is fuck everything up and enforce the ideology. and no ideology could have better enforcers either than those who attack you in mobs whenever you question the world. they'll wait for those times when you don't want to listen to them anymore to tell the truth, and once they have your attention they'll just go back to telling lies. if it was the type of society they tell you it is whenever they use words, you wouldn't be getting attacked by mobs all the time, as you would have rights and privacy and such things.
somehow it has reached the point that if I mention anything about the psychological and physical torture and rape which the pieces of shit are constantly committing against me, this is now not enough for them, and they will need to police me by means of some ideology on top of that. rapist pieces of shit.

what happened a few days ago: the nazi rapists that tyrannize over me and target me as a society, had put particularly large efforts into coercing their lies upon me, by means of the private sector, for which the nazi rapists had then attacked me in mobs, and used more false accusations to police me. in fact, I am not permitted to have any relationship with the private sector, as the public sector will attack me in mobs for this, while the private sector, which works in collusion with the public sector against me, will hold it against me that I am not permitted to have any relationship with them, and deny that this is so, and use this against me as well. these nazi pieces of shit just attack me in mobs whenever they feel like it, and if I make any mention of their not insignificant inconsistencies, they'll just attack me in mobs for this to change the subject. these rapist pieces of shit do not ever die either. then, the only thing that I can really do when violated by the nazi rapists, is write about it, for which I will be receiving mass judgments from - the nazi rapists, whom I am not allowed to say anything against, and who will use this as an excuse to further forbid me from walking on the street, and to justify an increase in discrimination everywhere I go. pieces of shit.

when walking out the door, I hence cannot know if they will attack me in mobs today or if they'll use manipulation. and it's truly very unpleasant to live around these brute psychos, and every way I feel towards them they'll then reverse against me and use the reactions I have developed to living around them to justify proceeding in the same ways. it's after many years of having given them more and more chances that I have decided to stop doing so, and so now I am left for dead. another method of targeting someone: they'll all act very familiarly with you everywhere, and develop some context of familiarity upon which you'll be able to base some sanity and confidence, and then they are able to switch at any time to not knowing you and subject you to standards of a society where they are all normal and angelic, and out of the blue you have become a type of person which they have every reason to outcast. (and regarding future writings: as no one has commented on anything I've written, at this point I assume that I am just talking to myself, and so I don't feel that I need to justify anything I write).

and if you have any problem with being attacked by mobs of them, they'll just switch back to manipulation. the end result is always the same: they must always outcast you and always police your every move. but they are free to switch to whatever context is necessary to accomplish these things.
you walk into a place you've never been before, and they will outcast you because they will use the context of everyone knowing who you are and spying on your life. and you walk into a place you've been to many times, and they will outcast you because they already know you there, and within a normal society where no one knows who you are and no one spies on your life and targets you as a society, there is no explanation why someone should have developed such strange behaviours and methods of psychological self-defence, and they have their eye on you. you start feeling too comfortable walking on the street, and they'll attack you in mobs because everyone everywhere knows who you are and spies on your life. you have some problem with this, and they will not let you walk on the street by means of various serious accusations regarding your character, or your supernatural ability to commit serious crimes by virtue of existing and being unlike those around you, and so if anything bad ever happens anywhere, it must be your fault, and thus you are not allowed to walk on the street for that reason (which will also divert attention from the fact that everyone everywhere seems to know who you are).

the nazi rapists that target me as a society, of course do not die, and so tyrannize over me instead. and so every so often will decide that now they will work as a population to force my life into yet another difficult phase. they constantly coerce me in great masses precisely into positions where I have to ask precisely the types of questions which will cement their tyranny over me, give them certain ideological advantages and justifications over me, questions which have been designated in various ways by the thought-police, and moreover questions which have nothing to do with my true identity or with anything I believe, while of course, denying their little part in this. when dealing with nazi rapists, it's good to observe if these begin to approach their dictionary-definition, although one may question if that can even have any meaning within the context of this type of society, and if there is anything whatsoever that is not a part of the ideology. the context is: a single person being targeted by very great masses, and it's amazing just how many labels there are which great masses can put on an individual when targeting them, and to justify violating the rights of the individual in the name of mob justice. and of course, after having targeted you in those ways, they will deny their part in it, and you will be receiving communal judgments from - the nazi pieces of shit, who else?

everywhere I turn, there will come at me more enforcers of the tyranny of the majority, in the names of various things. each of them will target me particularly, but will not feel obliged to provide any explanation for this, as this may cast doubt on their own legitimacy, as they are all agents in disguise. but if one of these identical replicated agents disguises itself as something that may exercise influence over me, it will use that to increase its jurisdiction over what in my life and my thoughts it will find itself entitled to police. often they will police my private thoughts and my sexual-life, and will do this in the name of morality/intellectuality/music/political-correctness etc. one begins to wonder what terms like 'equality' mean coming from their mouths: everyone in this society is equally entitled to spy on me, to target me, to use private information about my life and my thoughts against me, to use manipulation against me, to outcast me, and to join mobs when they are attacking me. that's equality!

the nazi rapists will always try to make me think that there is some particular reason why this store-clerk is always an asshole to me, or why I am never welcome in that place, or why this member of the population happens to think that my rights are not important, or why that massive chunk of society keeps lashing out at me, or why that particular someone chooses not to reveal to me that it is spying on my life while using information about my life against me, or why this particular someone has a particular vendetta against me. all these things are supposed to make me overlook that I am being discriminated against everywhere, and am targeted by everyone.

there never does seem to arrive a point when the rapist pigs stop involving themselves in my life. everywhere I go, I will be discriminated against based on how much I am in the favour of the nazi pieces of shit that spy on me and target me as a society. these rapist pieces of shit will treat me according to what is happening in my life, upon which they spy. they all seem to know who I am too, and there is nowhere that I can go to get away from them. and they don't ever seem to just die.

I try to arrange myself and my life in ways to avoid being attacked by mobs of the pieces of shit, and so avoid doing things which they tend to attack me in mobs for, as I do not enjoy it when the pieces of shit attack me in mobs. and so then they just attack me in mobs for no reason, but will still try to make me think I had done something to provoke it, and will want me to infer what I must have done according to which groups are targeting me during any given mob attack, when the selection of these is pretty much arbitrary.

when speaking with a piece of shit, it will concentrate all its efforts into putting limits on what I can say around it, and do so for long enough to create some trauma. eventually, I realize there is just no point in saying anything to the piece shit, and so just say nothing, at which point the piece of shit will punish me by means of psychological torture for this. meanwhile, the pieces of shit that attack me on the street will use every bit of manipulation to coerce me to explain to them everything in very great detail due to their stupidity, and then switch roles and use anything I've written to justify attacking me in mobs, invading my every privacy, and targeting me by means of groups.

the nazi rapists involve themselves in my life, harass me everywhere, and police me as a population.

my writings are also something that the nazi pigs have been using to police me and to force various ideologies on me by means of their various fabricated positions of authority or moral authority, and these ideologies are of course used to police me and my thoughts. I was hoping that these rapists would get the message to leave me alone, when day after day for over a year I write about the way in which I am living because of them. but instead, whenever I manage to even reach a point in my thoughts where I don't put as much importance into my writings and do not let them police me by means of my writings, for as much as a day, the nazi rapists will of course be attacking me in mobs and violating my rights for such events in my thoughts.

the truth is, they are pieces of shit, and this is why they attack me in mobs, they feel like they can treat me in any way they want, and they feel like they can tyrannize over me and tell me what to do all the time, and I wish they would die.

the rapist pigs will pick a day to unitarily be nice to you, so that next time you see them they will unitarily be assholes. this is supposed to make you think that some time in between you had let them down in some way. every facet of society will arise and try to use their moral authority against you - these rapist pieces of shit that just tyrannize over you and target you as a society, do not respect your privacy to any degree, tell you nothing but lies, use torture against you, and turn a blind eye whenever you are in excruciating pain - try to use their moral authority against you, while targeting you as a society, and all having the same opinion at the same time. every group there is will arise and target you, they will not let you walk on the street, they will not let you be alone in your house. their way of policing your every move is to blame you for some bullshit you have not committed, by means of their bullshit moral authority. you will be intimidated by the pigs, and you will not be welcome anywhere.

on some days, the nazi rapists will come together and declare war on you as a population. on those days, you will be targeted by every last one of these nazi pieces of shit. it's usually after long periods of the nazi pieces of shit working in great masses to coerce you to care about them in all kinds of ways, that the nazi pieces of shit declare war on you and attack you everywhere you go. on those days, you will not be permitted any place of solitude.

the nazi rapists police me by means of auditory and visual torture.

the pieces of shit involve themselves in my life, and police me inside my house by means of the population and other machinery. I can't do anything because of them, but if I don't do anything it is then their business, and there is no place that is outside of their reach. day after day, year after year, I must devote all my life to the pieces of shit, and if ever a day goes by with only their minimal involvement in my life, there will be a forceful increase of their involvement in my life at that point. I also receive electric shocks to various areas of my body, and my thoughts are policed by auditory torture. and they take advantage of my desire to get away from them, and do everything they can to increase this desire, to force me to isolate myself in a place where I can be more directly policed by the population.

they make it very clear that they do not care about you. but they will go to extremes to make you feel morally obliged to them and guilty before them, by means of false accusations. if then you ever show the slightest kindness to one of them, you thereby renounce all your rights, it will stalk you, it will not respect your privacy, and it will take the opportunity to police everything in your life. these things certainly do not feel any concern, but they will use their 'concern' to justify any intrusion into your life, and their 'concern' will always come at the expense of your rights.

this is what happens every time. the psychological abuse, physical torture, thought-policing, derision, intimidation, invasion, and rejection become so excessive, that I have to find some way to deal with it, which they will try in every way to destroy. they'll do this by means of communal judgments, judgments by the private sector, labels which will be enforced by the entire population, public humiliations, and accusations of serious crimes you did not commit. they'll try to kill you in various ways, will work together to accomplish this, and do so in the names of their humaneness or sensitivity.

for many years, the pieces of shit had worked as an army against me to use visual and auditory conditioning to police my thoughts. they had left me no way to ignore that these things were intentional and related to my thoughts, and I had spent a good number of years trying to find ways to block them out. ignoring them proved impossible, and so I started sticking pieces of plastic in my ears, listening to loud music, finding places with walls, and finally closing my eyes in public. when these methods did not prove effective, I tried self-deception, and had put all my effort into it every moment of every day for about a year, which did not prove effective because they started taking advantage of my thoughts. I constantly receive electric shocks to areas of my body which I don't want to specify, my ears often hurt and I get frequent headaches, everywhere I go everyone acts like they know who I am, and they still take advantage of my every thought and punish me for my thoughts by means of coercive manipulation, whenever I become too confident in any way they work as a team to force some ideology on me to police me, and anyone I talk to will use information about my life against me, such as things that happen when I am alone inside my house, or thoughts that I think. if I mention any of this to any of them, they'll explain it away as either a mental illness, or a theory that I have decided to build for some freudian reason. anyone I turn to is the same, will be an asshole to me, will discriminate against me, will use information about my life against me and take advantage of every moment in which I show anything that could be mistaken for the slightest kindness, will use manipulation against me and take advantage of my thoughts, and will reject me if I let down my guard in any way. then they use it against me that I don't have any of these pieces of shit in my life, and coerce the ideology on me by telling me that I have built a theory just to block these pieces of shit out. true, I would like to block these pieces of shit out in any way, but if I tell them that this is not my reason for the judgments I make about the world, and that I am able to make all kinds of distinctions in matters of judgments and perception, I don't think I owe them any further explanations than this.
I constantly practice psychological defences against them, I wear layers of ear protection and use auditory defences to keep them away from my thoughts, and sometimes I just close my eyes because they are just constantly inserted into my eyes and use their fingers in ways they have conditioned me in great masses over long periods of time to regard as torture, the last of which they will consider unforgivable and attack me in mobs for (not while I am walking or doing anything that will require the use of my eyes). these are just a few of the violations I feel like mentioning. but then, they'll constantly try to make me see myself as someone who is abusive, as this is yet another form of lobotomy they can use to police my every move and every word, and will corroborate each other regarding this as they will corroborate each other in denying any of the violations that are committed against me. why am I abusive? because I say what I think, and that makes me abusive. of course, as soon as I buy into it, they will take advantage of me, will use guilt tactics specifically exploiting my thoughts (that is, they will tell me precisely the things I will be most likely to believe, and use this to make me feel morally obliged to them), will use this to take away more of my space, and will use this to make me accept more violations of my rights and to regard these in some other terms.

while the threat of the mental health system is always looming over me, there is not much to be said about the mental health system. it's basically the arm of the law that deals with thoughtcrime: if you don't think like them, they can lock you up. once you are in there, it's pretty much up to the idiot doctor to decide how long to keep you, and there is no limit to how long they can keep you, and you do not get a trial, and you do not need to have committed any crime, only thoughtcrime. your family can also have some say about how you are treated and how long you stay. you however don't, because you have been designated as a non-person who is not entitled to make decisions about their own life. as said, you do not need to commit any crime, but only to be judged as a potential threat to yourself or to others. what can make you a potential threat? well, if you are not normal like them.

at much cost to me, they go out of their way to prove to me that they are not people. then, they use every dirty trick to force me to accept them to be people, again, at much cost to me. I wonder what's next.

absolute power is such a convenient thing to have. after so many years of having been the target of the lynch mob, having been conditioned, tortured, outcasted, rejected by everyone over and over again, and policed by everyone, while having every bit of it denied, and having been quiet about it, I could no longer be quiet about it. now, whenever anything goes wrong, all eyes will of course turn on me, because I am the obvious target of everything. no one has to account for anything, and they can use any context against you and any 'facts' against you, because they can just make anything up and corroborate each other. whatever situation they put you in, you will find they will always have the ideology on their side, will always have each other taking the side of each other against you, and will always single you out as being to blame for everything. they will coerce you into a way of life, will give you no choice on the matter, and will then constantly use this against you.
within the context of the ideology, there is no difference between something true and something false, or rather the truth is constantly reversed, and the best that I can hope for is a context where the truth of which I speak can at least have rights as a subjective truth. there is no getting beyond philosophy 101 as long as no one accounts for anything. I blame them where they are to blame, and this is moreover necessary when living in a warzone. they blame me for everything because that is the way in which they are oriented. anything I say will sound out of context, when it's their context that is out of context, and they enforce their context with much fanaticism, and don't even seem to be aware of the destruction they are causing. everywhere I go, there they are - not random people minding their own business, but agents policing my every move and every thought. I try to get away from them, and I find them in my house, when I had 'friends', they acted like agents too, and when I talk to relatives, I find enemies in them as well. their entire system is arranged against me, but then can call itself a democracy, and tell me that my voice doesn't count because I am the only one that says these things are happening. absolute power: they can replicate an army of identical people, each of them will be a mini-rape-machine targeting you, each will call itself a person, each will corroborate every other, each will single you out as insane, each will tell you that the voice of the majority is what counts within a democracy constituted of individuals, while they are not individuals, this is not a democracy, and the last thing they have is integrity, but they are too insane to even know it, and will constantly coerce the ideology on you, and use every bit of their 'humanity', 'frailty', 'authority', force, 'relation', 'humaneness', 'sensitivity', and 'integrity' for this purpose. they will police the most petty details of my life, and will do this in the names of things so serious that if I question these I will be giving them more opportunity to use ridicule and humiliation against me.
I will acknowledge: they will often tell the truth in their own way, but this way of theirs prohibits me from being able to trust them enough to even pay attention to them.

often I will find that I cannot say anything against the police state or the pieces of shit that enforce it. for one thing, they have an annoying habit of committing against me precisely every violation that I speak against whenever I speak against it, and so for example, if I say anything against the police or the mental health system, I will then be intimidated and threatened by the pieces of shit. or another method is: if I say anything against the pieces of shit, it will immediately be twisted into some false context or purposely misinterpreted as being secretly directed at some specific group of 'them', and so anything I say against them will be redirected by them towards something that will give them reason to further target me. and another thing I've noticed: anything I say against the police state, has been defined as a mental illness.
meanwhile, I cannot walk on the street or have the simplest interaction with a piece of shit, such as perception, without being subjected to discrimination, thought-rape, and psychological torture. and when on the street, everything will be presented to me as on a television screen, and will be specifically synchronized to manipulate my thoughts and target me, and then I will be expected to show consideration to this set-up and to each of its components, by each of its components, who all act like they know who I am.

if I try to do anything or go anywhere in this society, it is not about doing what I'm doing or going where I'm going, but about having the pieces of shit involve themselves in my thoughts, use my thoughts against me, and discriminate against me everywhere based on the thoughts I am thinking. this of course will turn a society right into a prison. everything in your life will always fall apart and nothing you do will ever succeed, because of the pieces of shit, and while they are constantly working against you, whenever you recognize their methods, the recognition will become meaningless, as everything must be arranged precisely to accommodate these useless, obsessive and disgusting pieces of shit who are just there to police you, and so they must proceed in the same ways, and so must strangle your awareness of it. any time you find yourself in public, everything will be put in the context of: not being in a public place, but having the pieces of shit involve themselves in your life and your thoughts, and they will give you ultimatums such as: either you will allow the pieces of shit to harass you and use psychological torture against you, or the pieces of shit will use manipulation on you and exploit their knowledge of your thoughts. and when they use manipulation against you, they are then judges of your thoughts, and will find endless excuses in the thoughts you are thinking to justify further coercive involvement in your life. and then you finally get to the store and manage to buy cigarettes, where the store-clerk is of course an asshole to you, and treats you with prejudice that is in line with spying on your life.
they are arranged so as to be as useless as possible, as annoying as possible, to always get in your way, to always kick you when you're down, to steal and distort the meaning of your experiences, and to always be there. and the entire system is arranged to force you into always having them in your life and always having some relationship with them, and you will begin to get intimidated by cops whenever a day goes by when the pieces of shit have only had a minimal involvement in your life, and also whenever you acknowledge enough of the truth to create psychological defences against the pieces of shit. and an embarassing side-effect of existing, is that there is a need to occasionally care about someone, and to occasionally show kindness or consideration to someone, if only for the sake of your own mentality. and yet there are only the pieces of shit around every corner, and they exploit your every thought and every emotion, and will take advantage of you and use rape upon you if you as much as perceive them, while they are everywhere. they are just a disease, they always tell you what to do, and if you are not on good terms with them, you will be mistreated and they will not allow you to question the world, wherein everyone seems to know who you are, which you must accept as a casual thing.

anything of any meaningfulness has long been taken away and forbidden in my life, and so the agents will constantly use communal shame tactics in regard to my most basic relationships, while of course spying on my every move. I am expected to ignore the prison-setup of this 'society' though in order to accept the contexts of these judgments. they will provoke me in many ways, and then switch contexts to use guilt tactics against me. meanwhile, everyone everywhere acts like they know who I am, and they all involve themselves in my life, which sucks the life right out of everything.

the nazi rapists have been spying on my life and my thoughts, have been singling me out and have been assholes to me, for many years. writing about it only came at the very end of a very long chain of suffering and oppression that would not stop. now, of course, the nazi rapists will use my writings against me also, as if 'this is how they've come about' certain information about my life which they can use against me and as an excuse to continue the same violations. while subjecting me to bullshit social and moral standards and standards of propriety, they have always been in the habit of using against me in very oppressive ways all kinds of information about my life and my thoughts which they would have absolutely no way of having according to their own context, but if I write about much of what happens in my life and my thoughts, they can continue doing the same and also make me think that I deserve it or that they are taking revenge on me for something. they never specify where they got the information, and much of it cannot be found in or deduced from any of my writings, but they speak very confidently about very intimate details of my private life and private thoughts, and then use this knowledge coercively against me, and use it as an excuse to exploit their positions of power, authority, and monopoly over me.

many things that don't make the slightest bit of sense are presented to me and shoved at me in a very casual manner, and an army of the insane will also constantly expect me to accept these things in just as casual a manner, and to overlook that logic is always twisted precisely to serve their causes. while the private and public sectors work together against me, there is created the illusion of a chasm between them, to see how far they can stretch acceptance of things that don't make sense. the public acts very familiarly with me and very much involves itself in my life and harasses me everywhere, and also thwarts any direction my life ever takes. I am left to the private sector because of the basics, and then they use these basics to reduce my life to the basics, as I have nowhere to turn if there happens to be a deficit in these, and then the agents of my private life will also exploit their positions of power and use these to pry into my life far beyond their proper authority, and to tell me what I am allowed to do in life, and to put strict limits on my life, while conveniently they will very much deny the nature of this society, and use that to deny that they are in positions of monopoly, and that they are agents of the system, and so also will exploit the laws which apply to a society that has nothing to do with this one.
meanwhile, any questioning of the world or of authority will be quickly discouraged by political groups, social groups, 'humanitarian' groups, cops and agents of mental health, and 'ordinary' people, at which point, to receive the propaganda, I will also be expected to ignore the questionability of their own authority when they revolve around me and target me as a society.

each of them will tell me it is an individual, and the law is there to enforce that each of them is an individual, and while I know well that they are not individuals, I must accept each of them to be so, while they team up against me and police me by the millions, and use every facet of society specifically against me, and there is really nothing that I can do about that, and they never seem to tire of exploiting this. everything they do has absolute deniability, which will reduce anything I articulate about my experiences, perceptions, and judgments, not merely to another theory amongst other theories, but to a 'theory' that will be specifically targeted by their ideology, while their ideology is always meant to serve the tyranny of the majority (everyone) over me, while the majority enforces the ideology.
if there was anyone looking me up on the internet, I would have some questions about their own mental health if they did not notice that I am being shunned, and also targeted by websites (if one looks at the advertisements they put on my pages). the acts of harassment and targeting by the public are also very blatant, but the private sector, while working in collusion with the public, can of course deny all of it, even when it happens right before them. what is one to do when the insane even have a tyranny over what is sanity? they disguise an oppressive communist regime by means of their insanity, by means of their majority, by means of the (very inapplicable) prejudice that what everyone says must be true, underneath seemingly mundane events, by means of morality, and of course by means of the most blatant lies about the nature of this society.
those who very much shun you as a society, can be called: individuals who don't happen to feel like not shunning you, and as individuals of course have a right to do this. the fact that they also harass you everywhere, involve themselves intimitely in your life, and needless to mention act as though they very much know what you look like, can be denied, and when denied, will be used against you. and those who decide how much money you are allowed to have, and will then use their positions of monopoly to police things in your life upon which they spy, can be called: your parents, who don't owe you anything by law, and also, as individuals with money, can do whatever they want within a type of society where you have other options. the fact that you don't have options, can also be denied. and when everyone is disguised under their very seemingly mundane positions, they will tell you that questioning such mundane things and questioning 'prejudices' that are so universal, is just insane.
and meanwhile, your every breath is subjected to judgments by the community, and you are expected to behave according to standards of propriety, privacy, political correctness, and equality, while they are far from respecting any of these things in relation to you. they'll also use it against you that you have free food, shelter, clothes, cigarettes, and that you live in a country that you are told has a very high standard of living. I don't feel like repeating all the violations being committed against me, but there have been many mentions of these in my previous writings, and these few 'luxuries' I have are constantly used to lull me into accepting that I have it rather good. The novel 1984 is often used as a quintessential example of the most extreme form of tyranny, and from what I recall, they had homes, jobs, televisions, food, gin, and cigarettes. also, in the novel 1984, from what I remember, one would be able to find some who did not belong to the thought police, and the thought police also supposedly only 'guessed' your thoughts. and while dispensing communal judments upon you as diversions whenever you make mention of these things, they'll target you by means of every facet of society and use every dirty trick, and also will hold you to various standards of asceticism.

the pieces of shit that constantly work to enhance my torture, restrict my movements, that do not permit my life to go anywhere, that shun me, and that harass me everywhere, will constantly use their power, authority, and monopoly, to impose arbitrary arrangements upon my life which will require their regular involvement in my life, and my regular interaction with them, where they can have further chances to use their authority over me and also to make me feel morally obliged to them.
the public sector will thwart any advance in your life, and the private sector will deny this happens and then use your situation against you, and always in the name of morality.
the pieces of shit will always use their fabricated positions of relation to you to make you feel morally obliged to them, but whenever you show the slightest kindness or consideration to a piece of shit, it will immediately take advantage of you.

the pieces of shit are arranged so as to make my life as shitty as possible and to maximize my torture to whatever degree possible, and they always do this in the names of various false things. they create endless problems for me of various sorts, and whenever I must take a stand against any of these, it will only give them an opportunity to create endless more problems for me and to come at me from every conceivable direction. they gladly turn a blind eye whenever I am in excruciating pain, and then police me by means of their fabricated and custom-made sensitivities. their 'sensitivities' are always specifically arranged so as to police my thoughts and maximize my torture, and for some reason, every last one of them is always in a position of authority over me, and is always more important than I am. they'll come in the name of being 'parents', 'relatives', 'friends', and 'people' on the street, and always do so for no other reason than exercising authority over me, taking up all my space, and shoving me off into some corner somewhere.

there is always some ideology they are using against me. now it seems to be back to the 'mental health' ideology. discarding the legal aspects of this issue, it is powerful as an ideology.
it's not so much about what you say, but about how you word it. certain ways of wording things will immediately strike you as having the type of sound that will be quickly dismissed by the perceived psyche of the primates that surround you as 'insane' or 'paranoid'. it's also very convenient for the 1984 police state to single out precisely 'paranoia' (unorthodox questioning of the world or of authority), as the most strikingly insane type of sound that your words can have.

whenever there is a phase when cops begin to slow down by me whenever I am walking on the street, I have to try to explain it in terms of me having long hair or not being dressed appropriately for the weather. although it's difficult not to notice that these phases seem to very much correspond to events in my life, such as the thoughts I am thinking. and I have to always keep in mind that the society that very much targets me everywhere I go, can always just deny any of it happens, and then bam - they have a profile of an angry person within a peaceful society. and while anger is not against the law, it has been my experience that they can just make the law up as they go along, and it has also been my experience that if they decide to arrest you for no good reason, everyone, including lawyers, 'liberals', family, and the rest of society, will automatically take the side of the law against you and also help to enforce the law against you.

the pieces of shit work long and hard to coerce me into a way of life which will give them endless excuses to further target me and to outcast me from everything at the same time.

the nazi rapists involve themselves coercively in every detail of my life without stop, and spy on my every move and use my every thought against me. they police my thoughts, my actions, the movements of my eyes, and my ears, by means of psychological torture, and also will hold me to various standards of propriety and morality. they stick to absolutely everything, and whenever I try to find some cure against them, it will be them that will be the next problem I will run into, and whenever they go to great lengths to coerce me in various ways, it will be them to condemn me and police me for this. whatever they involve themselves in will become completely defined by their involvement, and there will be no place for you in it anymore and no right thing you can do. these will be the most petty details of your life and everyday actions, and you will find them involved in these and melded into them and telling you what you are and are not allowed to do in regard to these. they will always find something petty to police, and this will usually be something that's very much in contrast to the crimes they are committing against you, and this will be treated with much gravity, while the crimes they are committing against you will be denied altogether.

the pieces of shit that target me as a society have a perfect system of tyranny set up. they always involve themselves coercively in every detail of my life, but if I don't like it they can always use lies and manipulation to divert the focus to me. they can easily switch contexts and use all contexts against me at the same time to twist my every word and put my words in whatever context they find best to target me, and when convenient, they'll justify involving themselves in my life because they are deaf blind brutes who can't hear a word I say, and when convenient they'll justify involving themselves in my life because they are just so well attuned to every hue of every insinuation that I either make or don't make, and then mix this up with whatever context they find most suitable to justify the violations.
if they just admitted to what they are (rather than their half-admissions), I would have no reason to recognize their authority in any way (only their brute force), and so they constantly pose as humans and police me in the name of various human things. of course, I'm not talking about a situation of me telling anyone what to do, but of constantly having to defend myself against those who are always telling me what to do.

another thing they'll often do when I acknowledge the truth, is they'll use it as an excuse to justify the violations, as if it's out of context to talk about rights within this type of world. but when constantly under attack by every facet of society, and with the entire system specifically arranged to violate my rights at every opportunity, and to constantly create opportunities to violate my rights, this is very much relevant.

the pieces of shit will always expect you to be respectful to the fabricated social context, and enforce this while targeting you in great masses, although they are not respectful of your body, your sensations, your thoughts, your privacy, and just about everything else. if you as much as blink, you'll find the pieces of shit have waged a war on you, which is always a good way to become involved in your life and police your every move. they'll come in the name of being friends or family, or the enforcers of the fabricated social and 'global' context, and use these things to police every detail of your life. there is a slight inconsistency in targeting me everywhere in every way, and then telling me that there exists any other social context within this 'world' than this. one method they use for this is that they will absolutely refuse to not associate you with some fabricated cause or another, and you will constantly find yourself 'on one side' of every fabricated issue, which will give 'the other side' reason to target you, and then it will be reversed and 'the first side' will target you, although all sides are actually working as a team against you, and are all on the same side. they will also go to great lengths force you to become attached to various sectors of them, and then these sectors (which can also take the form of 'individuals') will be next to turn on you. some of these 'sectors' can also be very large, and it is unfortunate whenever you have to find yourself in the disfavour of these sectors and have them be the police of you. and it's treated very casually that everywhere I go, everyone very much acts like they know who I am, and then they subject me to the social context, which is a given and cannot be questioned, although I think that the given social context can very much be questioned within a world where everywhere I go everyone acts like they know who I am.

a computer-generated war does not require more effort from a computer than a computer-generated peace. and when dreaming, it is not inaccurate to say that everything revolves around you within your dream, because it does. this is the 'social context' of this world.

as society is too busy waging war on me every time I go outside, it would seem out of context to expect them to stop shunning me, and so no matter what I do, I will not be able to make a living, and will have to be financially dependent on the agents of my 'private life'. of course, as it is that time in the cycle, the agents of my private life will treat me like an inconvenience and will be very reluctant to help me in any way, and will be able to use this position of power to police me by means of morality. if someone uses their position of power to tell you what you are allowed to do at all times, and also what you are allowed to think, it's supposed to be that one is supposed to have somewhere to turn and find a better option, but not in this society, and anyone I as much as spend a second around will always do nothing but take the opportunity to administer their little bites. conveniently, whoever happens to be using their positions of power against me at any given time doesn't have to admit to anything that's happening in this society.

if you don't constantly set up blocks against the pieces of shit in your thoughts, there is no limit to how intimitely they will permit themselves to involve themselves in your life, and when they have become extremely intimitely involved in your life, they will of course turn into assholes again and give you much reason to wish that they just weren't there. they have been policing your every word and every thought and every breath in great masses for so many years, that no other arrangement in your life is even conceivable than, when having decided to maximize solitude to whatever degree possible, to devote every moment of your life to the pieces of shit and make your every thought publicly available (which it is whether you want it to be or not). and although a part of you was hoping that perhaps someone will see the way in which you are living, there are only the pieces of shit, who even treat this as a mundane matter, and even constantly demand more. whenever they decide to alter the 'social context' in any way, or pick a day to unitarily increase harassment everywhere you go and work as a team to make you think you have committed some great sin or have revealed (to these pieces of shit) some great flaw in your character, the real social context remains the same: you are being targeted by every last one of them, are always in the spotlight, and will be attacked by swarms whenever you don't pass their 'tests', whenever you lose your confidence, or whenever they just decide to for no good reason. these 'tests' of theirs are conveniently never without ulterior motives, of course, and while testing some detail of your character or the order of the emotions you feel or thoughts you think, and whether these will be morally acceptable to the great masses that do nothing for you but are always at your throat, the real aim of the tests is to divert your attention away from the violations they are committing against you in great masses and to keep you from fighting for your rights, which they will never tire of violating anyways, and so there is no point in anything as long as these pieces of shit are around.

the rapist pieces of shit certainly are not familiar with the concept of not involving themselves in everything, and then they even expect the same from you and if you refuse will coerce you into it.

or after having suppressed your every breath for long enough, they'll now 'want' you to stand up to them and be overfull of confidence, which is another way of involving themselves in your life when you did not ask them to, and this will also justify the harassment and mass-targeting, which they are now doing as a 'favour' to you.

the herd works as a team to coerce you in various ways, and you must accept that everywhere you go, every one of these pieces of shit will have strong opinions about every intimate detail of your life, while not one of them will seem to see anything wrong with targeting you in great masses.

when the nazi agents have created adverse conditions in your life and cut off your funds, if you turn to them for help, as there is no one else to turn to, they will immediately take advantage of your situation which they created and use it to force their ideology on you and to take away your rights to question the world and to have views about it which differ from the ideology.

they will often shift the 'social context' in various ways and expect me to define myself accordingly, but what's the social context in a world where I am the target of everything? they treat my views as something secondary, or as a mask for something relevant to the fabricated social context, but I think that when speaking of a world, it does make a difference what world one is speaking of, and they refute their very social context by their methods of subjecting me to it.

the pieces of shit police my every move and every thought by means of psychological and physical torture, and there is no place that is outside of their reach.

the pieces of shit never run out of reasons to involve themsleves in my life. it is a matter of routine that whenever I am thinking a thought that can be exploited in any way, the pieces of shit will insert themselves coercively into my sensations, including when I am 'alone', at which point I receive unpleasant tinglings or worse in various areas of my body. and obviously everything that's in the news is targeted to me, but the population that targets me cannot be relied upon to acknowledge that, and if I am not on the lookout, before I know it they will hold me personally responsible for events in the news. and meanwhile, as it is the point in the cycle when society has left me for dead, members of my private life will of course treat me like an inconvenience, while other members of my private life will try to guilt me or make me feel morally obliged to those members. and the swarms that never need much of an excuse to attack me on the street have once again reduced my confidence to the point of not trusting my own judgment, and have used just about every weapon for this.

also, to be subjected to strict standards of privacy by a society that does not respect my privacy to any degree. while working as a team against you, they divide themselves into groups, and one of these divisions is: 'members of your private life'/ 'members of the public'. each group will be equally coercive, and will often subject you to completely opposite standards. often a 'member of the public' will police something in your private life, which members of your private life will very much hold against you, or members of your private life will provoke you in various ways, and your reaction will give the public an excuse to attack you in large swarms.

when being constantly singled out, targeted, thought-policed, and tortured by tremendous hordes and every sector of society and the world, I must always be extremely careful not to give them further excuse to target me and attack me in swarms, and must always ensure that I do not ever appear to be 'singling out' any large group. the rights of groups not only has been well legislated, but is one of the best entrenched things in all their ideology. I would understand the need to protect smaller groups from larger groups, or targeted groups from tyranny, but also to protect individuals from large groups. but it seems that the rights of groups are more important than the rights of the individual, and large groups can single out an individual while an individual cannot 'single out' a large group, as one can be targeted and lynched by large groups for this. these of course can be any type of groups, and do not need to be based on gender/race/sexual orientaion. but it is slightly absurd, when speaking of emoticons, not of humans, not only to be subjected to standards of political correctness towards emoticons, but that these come at the cost of the rights of the existent individual.

there are many ways of further disempowering the disempowered. a prisoner of jail or hospital pretty much loses all rights and dignities. but wait, now they also bear the label of criminal or mentally ill, and so we don’t even need to take anything they say very seriously. Another method: constantly associate them with some cause or another, and interpret their every move as secretly or unconsciously aimed towards that cause, and their every breath as an exploitation of a fabricated social context. And in a world that’s far from ordinary, instate an army of average Joes and their common sense to serve as thought police, and constantly symmetrically invert the truth so that the one who acknowledges the truth merely sounds as the inverse of the thought-police and nothing more. And another method: if one is out of favour with the herd, and everyone is the herd, you can cut off their funds, shun them, harass them on the street, and administer mob justice against them until they have succumbed to your standards of appropriate behaviour, speech, and thoughts.