the rapist pieces of shit have also been policing me by means of auditory torture for a very long time. these will be auditory intrusions into my life which any being with intelligence would notice are not coincidental, and correspond to things I am thinking, things I am doing, and things I am listening to, but anything I put into words becomes easy for them to dismiss, as words are just a very blunt way of expressing my observations. then, they use this to police things such as what music I can listen to: if I listen to music that has quiet parts in it, whenever there is a quiet part there will come one of the brute auditory intrusions, and so I cannot listen to music that has quiet parts in it, I must listen to it at loud volume, and I must listen to it over and over again, and not listening to any music is completely out of the question. I cannot emphasize enough that I wish these rapist pieces of shit just weren't there.