they constantly find excuses to involve themselves in my life. for instance, if they break something of mine, they then have an excuse to fix it, or if they accuse me of something I didn't do, they are then in positions of being judges of my life.
prior to the most recent mob attack, I had said:
if I say anything against the pieces of shit, it will immediately be twisted into some false context or purposely misinterpreted as being secretly directed at some specific group of 'them', and so anything I say against them will be redirected by them towards something that will give them reason to further target me.
if someone had read this, and had not read any of my other writings, this may have given the impression that I was excluding some groups from the robot-collective that is targeting me.
on that day, there was a knock at my door, and I acknowledged that although I know the true reasons for it, there will obviously be provided some alternate explanation, as these are the rules of the game, and that I'd rather not make any kind of deal out of it. then I went outside, and was immediately besieged by the population, and while there were some strange things to be seen, I wasn't in the mood to acknowledge that, at which point the population resorted to mob-attack, and the nature of the mob attack seemed to be related to the above statement. and so, within its own context as a mob-attack, I wasn't attacked for having committed any immorality, but for a 'perceived vulnerability' in what I had written, and the means for this was to accuse me precisely of something that I had gone too far out of my way to avoid.
being attacked by mobs is unpleasant, and I will be angry about it and react to it. but if they are targeting you by means of groups, even if you say nothing to identify the groups and don't react in any inappropriate way, they know what happened, and will use this to further target you as a society the next day, as it has been predetermined that you will be attacked by a mob and then will be discriminated everywhere afterwards, regardless of anything you do. and so, if you react in any way, it will give them a chance to further target you as a society either by saying: 'you have become a nazi like us' (and I will deal with the logical fallacies of this in a second), or, their preferred method is to deny their part in it altogether and then target me for having reacted to a provocation whose existence will be denied, while still I have to accept that everyone everywhere knows who I am. and sure enough, the next day I went to buy cigarettes, and received unpleasant treatment (by someone whose group-identifiability was unrelated to the groups of the previous day), which after having walked amongst the population that seems to have infinite knowledge about my life, I could not help but associate with events in my life, and then later I took a longer walk, and had felt various judgments then too.
as for them saying: 'you have become a nazi like us', and then using this to further target me, first of all, they would not be in a moral position to target me for this reason, and second of all, if everyone in this society is hostile to me, and then you as well are hostile to me (assuming there was someone reading this), then you might fit the description of a nazi, whereas if everyone is hostile to me and I am hostile to those who are hostile to me in self defense, then I would fit the description of someone who is being targeted by nazis.
and regarding the 'group-identities' of computer-generated people, it's to be taken about as seriously as that of simulated characters in a game of grand-theft-auto. nonetheless, I try to avoid these issues whenever possible, because there is no right thing you can say, and anything you say will sound like it's out of american history x, and all they have to do is switch the context to this being a normal type of society, and they can make you feel ridiculous.
when I say 'the pieces of shit', 'the nazi rapists', etc. I am referring to the entire robot-collective. if I say 'groups', I am referring to superficial divisions within the robot-collective. if I specify the groups, I am referring to the groups that I specify, and if I don't specify the groups it means that I don't wish to specify the groups. they are all agents, and they merely disguise themselves as various sectors of society.
another thing: when living around robots, they will constantly make efforts to make you dead like them, and so anything I have written that may sound like it has humour in it or is human in some way, is directed to my ears only, and I have been given no reason to believe that there is anyone reading anything I write.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
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