my writings are also something that the nazi pigs have been using to police me and to force various ideologies on me by means of their various fabricated positions of authority or moral authority, and these ideologies are of course used to police me and my thoughts. I was hoping that these rapists would get the message to leave me alone, when day after day for over a year I write about the way in which I am living because of them. but instead, whenever I manage to even reach a point in my thoughts where I don't put as much importance into my writings and do not let them police me by means of my writings, for as much as a day, the nazi rapists will of course be attacking me in mobs and violating my rights for such events in my thoughts.