I try to figure out why they are needed, and can't. whatever they'll make you think their motives are, all they ever do is fuck everything up and enforce the ideology. and no ideology could have better enforcers either than those who attack you in mobs whenever you question the world. they'll wait for those times when you don't want to listen to them anymore to tell the truth, and once they have your attention they'll just go back to telling lies. if it was the type of society they tell you it is whenever they use words, you wouldn't be getting attacked by mobs all the time, as you would have rights and privacy and such things.
somehow it has reached the point that if I mention anything about the psychological and physical torture and rape which the pieces of shit are constantly committing against me, this is now not enough for them, and they will need to police me by means of some ideology on top of that. rapist pieces of shit.